All Thanks To a Piece Of Paper (ForthBeam)

-17-

Sexual content will be included in this chapter. 

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       Tae and I fall against his bed breathlessly, semi - nude, while holding each other close to me another. He pulls me up on top of him, and wraps his arm tightly around my waist, while I lay my head on his chest. I swear, I never get old of his stuff.

       It's been a couple of days since I found out about Tae's new home, but he and I have been going to his apartment instead of going straight home. More and more of his stuff at home are disappearing; clothes, books, CD's, posters, his childhood plus guitar appearing in his apartment.

       A part of me feels like its breaking, only because he has his own place to live now and I still have to live with my parents. I just feel loneliness filling in my chest, even though I see him everyday. It just pains me that Tae is going to be gone soon.

        Surprisingly, Krist hasn't said anything to anybody about Tae and me. I guess he's pretty nice, even though we aren't friends anymore. But, I suppose he's against bullying or something, so he didn't tell anybody about the kiss Tae and I shared in the hallway.

       "Tee, I love you," Tae murmurs and pulls me close to his chest while giving me a kiss on top of my head, "no matter what."

       "I know," I giggle lightly while letting my fingers run along his sides, causing him to shiver. "I love you too Tae."

       "Even with all that happened?" Like, me having Melon over at the house, being mean to you - all that, you still choose to love me?" He asked seriously.

        I look up at him, he's staring at the ceiling with a hard look on his face. He must have been thinking that for a while or something. He never usually seems to be so serious  or anything with out relationship. It's a change, and I actually like it the way.

        "Tae, the only reason why I said I hate you that one day is because I wasn't thinking. I hope you realize that," I say meekly, regretting telling him that I ever hate him that one tim. I didn't mean to tell him, it just  slipped out that day.

       "I know, but there are so many people out there and you choose to love me. Why, Tee?" Tae sighs and begins rubbing my bare back softly.

       "I could ask the same thing," I mutter and roll off of him, so I'm lying on my side so facing away from him.

        I don't see why he's asking this. I thought he would already figure out why I like him so much; after he read all of the letters that I forgot to rip up, it should be enough for him to know why I love him.

       "Tee, don't get upset with him," Tae touches my shoulder to make me look at him. When I do finally meet eye contact with him, pain is filling in his eyes. This was the last thing I wanted to do was to make him upset. I don't mean to, it just happens I guess.

       "I'm sorry," I sigh and move close to him while burying my face into the crook of his neck. "I just love you. I love your smile, your piercings - even though you don't wear them anymore," after making that comment, Tae chuckles, causing me to smile. "I love your personality, I love being with you, I love everything about you.

        "When you helped me when I was in the dark, I couldn't be any happier," I continue. "It's just you that I love. For as long as I remembered, I have always loved you and I still do," I feel myself bringing tears to my eyes, only because what I'm saying is true, and what not. But, I can't cey. Why should I even cry?

        "Is that true, Tee?" Tae sat up, straddling me, making me blush and nod. "God," he chuckles and lean close to me, "I love you so much."

        I lean up while closing my eyes, and lightly push my lips on top of his. He gives in, and places one of his hands on my back, pulling me up to him. I moan when I feel his hard - on pressed against mine.

        I feel him smirk against my lips. My heart pounds inside my chest on thinking what he wants to do. My skin starts to crawl for Tae to touch me - with that being said creepy like, I don't care. I just want Tae. Is that wrong?

        Tae moves his hands to the waistline of my boxer, causing mw to shiver. I don't stop him or protest on his actions, I want him to do this with me.

         He finally understands that I'm not going to stop him, so he peels my boxer off of me, so I'm completely nude and Tae still has his boxer on.

         Our kiss break apart and Tae lets his lips linger on my neck. I moan quietly and lay back on the bed. He shuffles around to get his boxers off while still kissing my neck. Finally, he stops struggling, and lies on top of me, pressing against me.

          I gasp out and dig my nails into his back, causing him to groan and biting my neck, hard enough to leave a hickey. I huff and pull him down harder on top of me, grinding him. Tae moans and begins to trail his lips down to my chest and stomach.

         I bite my lower lips while the pleasure fills in my whole body, making me nonstop moan. I let my fingers tangle in his hair and tug on it occasionally. This is really about to happen. There's no stopping, not that I don't want it to stop. I am completely fine giving my virginity to Tae, besides, whom else would I have sex with?

           "Are you sure you want to do this, Tee?" Tae asks breathlessly while sitting up and pulling me into his lap.

           "Of course," I reply longingly and pull myself close to him as I possibly could.

            Without a moment to lose, Tae started out slowly, but began to pick up the pace. At first, it hurt felt like my bum was going to be ripped in two. But, I'm actually happy that Tae didn't stay slow the whole time we did it. This is probably the best experience I've gotten out of anything. Especially doing it with Tae, it made the whole scene more memorable.

             Tae and I lay on his bed, I'm on top of him, while combs his fingers through my hair repetitively; we're both panting from  what just happened. Sweet covered out body, making my hair stick to my head. My heart is going a thousand beats a minute. I almost feel limp. But it was all worth it.

             "Tae, I really do love you," I breath and look up at him, and see him smiling at me.

             "I really love you, too, baby," Tae chuckles and rubs my back like how he did before.

             I will never get tired of hearing him say that to me. It's still so stunning to me that he loves me after everything we've been through.

             Breaking the blissful moment, the front door of his apartment slams shut, along with a girl calling out Tae's name. What could that be?

To be continued...