All Thanks To a Piece Of Paper (ForthBeam)

-7-

         "Why did you kiss him, Tee?!" Tae growls when we walk into our room.

         I didn't know why I kissed Krist. Well, that's a lie. I wanted to prove to Tae was I over him. That's a lie, too. Of course I'm not over the liking of Tae, but I can't help it. I was just sick of Tae following me around like a lost puppy, and giving me attention like a mom to a baby. It gets annoying. It makes me feel vulnerable.

         "Because I like Krist. Is there a problem?" I blurt out and sit on the bed without making any eye contact with Tae.

         I'm not quite sure if I actually do like Krist. Sure, he's great friend, pretty attractive, but I probably wouldn't want to date him or something. He's more of a ladies man anyway.

         Tae growls and paces around the room. I don't see why this is making Tae so mad. I never got mad whenever he had a girlfriend, or had a girl over or anything.

         "No, there isn't a problem. But, it wasn't necessary to kiss him in the middle of the hallway!" Tae states and stands in front of me.

         I shrug and look down at my lap. Maybe it wasn't necessary, but the deed was done, and I did it. I can't take it back. Besides, I don't want to take it back. I don't regret kissing Krist. Yes, I feel bad for his new girlfriend, Pring, I didn't mean to hurt her if I did.

         "Well? What do have to say for yourself?" Tae gets closer tome, almost sitting on top of me.

         "Nothing, I don't regret what I did, okay, big brother?" I snarl and try to push him away, but instead, Tae gets on top of me, smirking. "Get off," I say shakily.

         "Or what?" Tae teases and leans down, getting close to my neck.

           I don't move, I can't say anything. Tae is so close to me, what can I do? Wait, he doesn't like me, he's just wanting to use me, right? He think's it's disgusting that I like him, he even yelled at me. And he's being like this? Why? It's discomforting, but I still like it.

          "Tae, please," I say quietly while gripping on to his shirt.

          Tae quietly chuckles, "Beg," He whispers and his lips connects with my neck.

           I widen my eyes and gasp. Tae is kissing my neck. And he told me to beg him to stop. My throat is dry. My heart feels like it's going to explode. I know I'm going to explode. Tae is doing so much, as to kissing my neck.

          Why is he doing this to me?

          "B-Beg?" I say shakily, trying not to moan.

          "If you want me to stop, you have to beg," Tae says against my neck and keep kissing it.

          I closed my eyes tightly and bite my lower lip. I can't have Tae knowing I like this. This is just so bizarre. Why is Tae deciding to do this now?

          "S-Stop, please," I let out a moan and weakly push his shoulders to get him away.

          "You can do better than that, baby brother," Tae whispers and nips me on the neck.

           I gasp aloud and push Tae off with all my might. Luckily, he actually go off. He glances at me surprised. I smirk in victory and sit back up in the bed.

          "I was hoping to get more out of you, Tee," Tae grins and comes back over to me.

           Right then before Tae could get back on top of me, the door bell rings. Thank goodness.

          "I got it!" I announce to Tae and immediately go to our bedroom door and leave.

           Now I feel weird. Some kind of sickness overwhelms me. Or is it that I feel guilty? I don't know what I should feel at this point. Everything is so confusing.

           As I open the front door, and who appears in the doorway, is Krist. What is he doing here? By now, I would think he would be with a girl or something, not on my door step tho.

           "Uh-um, hey, Krist," I say and feel my heart beat speed up. Am I feel nervous? With Krist?

           "Hey, Tee," Krist smiles with a light shade of red covering his cheeks. "Can I come in?" I step aside and let Krist walk in. "Uh-um, could we speak in your room, please?"

           "Of course," I smile and grab his hand. Blood rushed up to my cheeks, making them get covered by a deep red color.

            Now, why am I blushing? I'm just holding his hand. I don't like Krist. We're just friends. And That's probably all we'll ever be.

             Then again, what if I do like Krist? There won't be any harm going on. There's nothing wrong about it. I know that my parents are fine with this whole liking the same gender deal. But, what about Tae? I can't stand having Tae upset about everything. Wait, this is for me, right? Tae can find his own special person out there.

             Krist and I get to my room and Tae is sitting on the bed. He looks over when we walk in the room, and instantly glares at Krist, making Krist look down to the ground.

             "Tae, I need t speak with Krist privately. Please leave," I say as nicely as I can, with a little bit of snottiness leaking into my voice.

             "Fine, but no locking doors," Tae growls and leaves while shutting the door behind him.

               I smile and sit on my bed look at blushing Krist. I don't know why, but I'm excited to be in here with him, alone. But, it feels like I'm betraying Tae. Tae has been seeming like he's trying to give me a hint, but I can't accept it. Is that so wrong?

              Then again, Tae is my brother. On the other hand, Krist isn't. He isn't anything related to me, just a friend.

             "So, what did you need to talk to me about?" I ask and look over at Krist, who is now sitting next to me.

            Instead of receiving an answer, his places his hands on the side of my head and kisses me. Before I enough time to collect my thoughts to be able to kiss him back, he pulls away.

             "I left Pring, for you. Be mine, Tee?" will you?

To be continued...