DEREK SHEPARD
Characters: Meredith, Christina, Alex, George, Bailey, Derek, Birke x Reader
Pairing: Derek x Reader
Status: Married
Storyline: Derek got into an accident and you do everything to save your husband but end up calling his time of death.
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You were patiently waiting for Derek in the comfort of your couch when your pager kept beeping. "What now? 911?"
You change in joggers and run to your car when duty calls; duty calls. You speed in the Hospital's hallway immediately feeling pushed down. You felt a huge weight on your shoulders.
"Bailey! I'm here."
"DR. SHEPHERD'S IN EVERYONE, LET HER THROUGH." You watch Bailey push everyone out of her way. She then stops and turns to you. "Look, before you go in there Y/N, I want to say that I'm terribly sorry."
"What is it, Bailey?" You wait for her answer but before she could say anything George comes out of the room with blood on his hands. "Shepherd's bleeding! Hi, Y/N, OH, hi."
At your husband's name, you push O'Malley out of the way and into the operation room. "Derek, oh my God. WHAT HAPPENED? WHY DIDN'T ANYONE CALL ME EARLIER! Birke, what's the damage?"
"Internal bleeding, injuries to the brain, and he needs a breather. Y/N-"
"No further questions, Birke."
You operate on your own husband, with no emotions at all. "Dr. Shepherd, clean yourself up and meet us in his room." Meredith takes your shaking hands and cups them with her own. "He's strong."
You nod. You decide to change into the extra clothes you keep in your locker. You were done working tonight. "How is he?"
"Stable, but his pulse is very low. All we can do is wait- for him to wake up." Derek was asleep.
Everyone was in the room with you, waiting for a sign of... life. "What happened?" No one talked. "Guys, WHAT HAPPENED?"
"Y/N. Derek was hit by a truck with a heavy load."
"Alex, shut up!" Yang punches Alex.
"She deserves to know!" He rubs his arm.
"Not-"
"Shut up you guys, just shut up." You say.
You thanked Alex, and sit beside Derek. "He's going to make it." You whisper trying to convince yourself.
After a few hours of waiting, you felt Derek's grip around your hand tighten. His eyes flutter open, "Honey, I'm here. You're okay. We worked on you." At this point, you were crying. "Derek, talk to me."
You watch his small smile forming, he speaks two words, "I love-" before he starts choking on them.
It happened too fast, all you could hear was the long beeping sound of the heart monitor. "Move. Move, MOVE. CODE BLUE. START THE CPR." You tilt his head backward and start performing the CPR.
"Breathe, Derek, breathe! Don't you dare die on me, breathe Goddamnit!" You go for the next option and then realize you're not in your uniform.
"CHARGE 200!" You watch his chest rise at the given shock. "300!"
"300. Clear!" Nothing.
Everyone stopped trying, they watched you press on his chest as you bawl your eyes out. "No, no. Derek."
"Dr. Shepherd, I mean, Y/N. It's your call." Miranda's words echoed in your head. Your call. You look at every faces in the room and stop at Bailey's.
"Time of death; 10h49 PM, Derek, Dr.Derek Shepherd."
