You Are My Sunshine--Joshler

8

I walk outside and see Josh arguing with Brendon, Brendon getting closer and closer to Josh. He eventually has Josh pressed against the wall. I hide behind the corner and watch them. And then, it happens. Brendon kisses Josh. I cover my mouth with my hand and walk out from behind, pretending it to notice by hanging my head. I watch as the tears drip onto the pavement.

"What the hell!"

"Oh come on Josh. You can't tell me you didn't miss that."

I walk past them, catching Josh's eye.

"You can't just do that!"

"Well it happened, get over it."

I stop walking.

"Ya know Brendon, I thought you were my best friend. But now it's clear."

I turn and face him.

"You're nothing but a lying, cheating, asshole who thinks he can get whatever he wants because he's barely famous and has money."

I turn away and walk off, hearing someone follow me. I don't care. They can murder me if they want. They can rape me if they want. They can do whatever. I'm done. The stranger wraps their arm around my waist, pulling me closer to them as we walk. I glance up and notice it's Pete. Pete Wentz is walking with me.

"Brendon shouldn't have done that to you. Josh shouldn't have let it happen."

"Why do you care?"

"Because the same thing happened to me with Brendon. All he cares about is being a fucking home wrecker and stealing other people from you. That's all he's ever done..."

I look at Pete, realising he's hurt, like the things he's describing have just recently happened to him. We walk in silence until we arrive at my house.

"Thank you, Pete..."

"Don't worry about it. And for the record, Brendon is an asshole. I'll deal with him for you. Now, in the meantime, you might wanna talk to Josh."

Pete walks away while I walk inside. I'm immediately greeted by Josh, his hair messed up, his eyes red, tear stains on his cheeks.

"Josh..."

I walk over to him and wipe a tear off his cheek.

"I'm so sorry Tyler... I'm so so sorry... I should've done something... I should've realised what Brendon was doing..."

"Stop talking Josh. Go up to my room, get in bed, and sleep. You need it."

"Ty-"

"Josh. Go."

He nods and hangs his head, walking up the stairs and to my room, closing the door. I sigh and walk over to the sofa, seeing a passed out Patrick. I don't know why he's here, or how he even got in here; I cover him up with a blanket and go upstairs. I open my door and see Josh curled up in a ball on my bed. I walk over and tap him gently. He turns around.

"Move over."

Josh slides to the right a bit. I crawl in beside him and cover us up. I look at Josh who refuses to sleep.

"Close your eyes Josh."

"No. What if something happens to you?"

"Nothing will. I promise just close your eyes."

He nods and closes his eyes slowly, wrapping his arms around me and pulling me towards him.

"Goodnight Josh."

"Goodnight Tyler."

"I love you."

"I love you too."

And with that, we both fall asleep.

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I awake, but not in my bed.

I'm in my floor. 

I sit up and look at the bed, seeing Josh asleep still. I crawl back on the bed and look at the digital clock. 3 a.m. What's new? I sigh and lie beside Josh, gently stroking his cheek with my index finger. I see his eyes open slightly. 

"Hmm?"

"Oh did I wake you up?"

"Yeah a little bit..."

"I'm sorry, go back to sleep."

I kiss Josh's forehead before he pulls me into his chest, my ear next to his heart. I listen to the soft, soothing sound of his heartbeat. I'm almost asleep when I hear my window open again. Oh great. 

"Tyler are you awake?"

"No. What do you want."

"Look, what I did yesterday was... wrong and arrogant and selfish. I'm sorry Ty..."

"You can't just say sorry Brendon. It doesn't work like that."

"Fine. If that's how you wanna play it."

Brendon leaves. I sigh in relief, but then immediately jump when I see Josh staring at me. 

"Did I wake you up again?"

"No. Brendon did..."

"Oh... I'm sorry baby."

"You don't have to be Tyler."

Josh tilts my head up and kisses my nose. I smile up at him before he kisses me deeply, myself kissing back. 

"I love you Josh. Don't you ever forget that."

"I love you too Tyler, and don't you ever forget that either."

"Pinky promise."

I hold out my pinky, Josh taking it with his. 

"Pinky promise."

I smile as my hands find their way to Josh's sides. I begin to tickle him.

"Okay okay!"

I laugh as I straddle Josh, him having rolled over while I was tickling him. I kiss him lightly, but Josh has other plans. He grabs my cheeks gently, but forcefully pulls me down, kissing me passionately. I melt into it, kissing him back. I feel his warm hands move from my cheeks to my waist, him lifting up my shirt ever so slightly just so he could wrap his hands around my bare skin. I tangle my hands in his hair as he rolls the two of us over, Josh kissing my neck. I let out a small moan as he leaves small love bites down my neck. I feel him lift my shirt up even more, it now only covering half of my torso. I decide to play Josh's little game by taking his shirt off for him. He then takes my shirt off as quick as possible. He trails down my body until he gets to my waist line. He stops and looks up at me.

"Do you want this Tyler?"

"Do it before I change my mind."

I feel Josh unbutton my jeans and slide them off, my boxers after that. Josh licks the tip of my cock, causing me to moan out. Josh then takes my cock into his mouth, bobbing his head up and down. I moan and tangle my hands in his hair. I could feel this wonderful, new sensation that I hadn't felt before. Want. I wanted him and in more ways than just one. I wanted more. More and more and more. I moan as I reach my climax, Josh not bothering to stop. I feel him use one of his hands to find my entrance, sticking one of his fingers inside of me. He starts to move it in all the right ways, causing me to moan even more and just a bit louder. I feel myself growing closer to my climax again and Josh puts another finger inside of me, pumping quickly. I moan loudly as I feel the hot liquid stream out of me inside of Josh's mouth. He looks up at me and swallows before gently stroking my cheek. Josh pulls me into his bare chest. 

"Goodnight Tyler."

"Goodnight Josh..."