The Hunk and The Loud by eyporil
Prologue.
Nakakainis lang kasi, hindi na naman ako mapakali. Abnormal na naman yung puso ko. Abnormal na naman ako.
Akala ko naka-move-on na ako. Leche! Bakit parang nabaliwala yung ilang months na paghihirapko. Ay? Paghihirap talaga? Ahahaha. Pero talaga naman diba? Torture ang pag momove-on. Kasi you intend to move-on and to forget even when the one you wanted to lose remembrance of never cared. And that hurts right?
Akala ko ba "Nothing's permanent but change."? Pero bakit ganun? Parang wala namang nagbago.
Sya padin talaga eh. At eto, nahihirapan na naman ako.
Dati, I believed na hindi solusyon ang pag-iyak when it comes to Boys/Guys/Men. I believed.
I also thought na mabilis akong nakakamove-on sa isang bagay. But, that was my EGO talking. Ganun kasi ako eh, never turning my head back to what had happened in my past. Kinakalimutan ko nalang kasi ayokong mapahiya- mapahiya sa sarili ko.
Ayoko kasing masaktan. Ayokong isipin nila na nag-iinarte lang ako (pero ngayon, eto na nga... nag-iinarte na'ko.), kasi naman nakita ko na yun sa mga kaibigan ko. And sometimes, naiisip ko pag matagal na silang di pa nakakalimot, ang OA na nila.
Tapos ano? Heto ako ngayon. Ang tagal-tagal na, yet I'm still in-LOVE with him. Now I understand how they felt. How hard it was to forget.
Hindi naman naging kami eh. Muntik lang? Kasi may nangyaring hindi maganda. At alam kong may kasalanan din ako.
He still loves her I guess.
Being in love with a semi-jerk like him is hard- BIG TIME!
I'm Tiffany Constantine, 16 years old, PhilAm ako. I'm currently a 4th year high school student at Faith University. Nothing's special with my physical features really. Pero syempre, may mga nagagandahan naman saakin. Lol.
So ayun nga. I fell in love with this guy.
"Hey Fany, yung ex mo oh!" Jessica, my BFF. At oo nga pala, nandito kami sa gym... watching a practice game.
"He's not my ex Jessy. Wag ka ngang maingay jan! Baka may makarinig pa sa'yo. Tha's just embarrassing." I sighed. She's really a blabb.
"Ay oo nga pala noh? Muntikan lang. Eh ano bang nangyare kasi? It's been six months mula nung nangyari yun pero di ko padin alam kung ano ba yung yun na yun. Ay ano ba yan! Kabaliw ka bessy."
Six months na pala. Sobrang tagal na rin. Last December was the best. Pero nasayang lang dahil sa mga kalokohan ko.
My eyes searching for him, I was shocked to see Caleb at the bleachers. He's with Sunny. Then again, I felt that hars thump in my chest.
I stood to get myself out there. Tears fell from my eyes, memories then flashed back in my head.
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- eyporil
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The Hunk and The Loud (Completed)
Teen FictionLove also means chances. You've got to give it a try to prove yourself whether you're right or wrong. Whether that chance is worth giving or not. Malalaman mo nalang yun kapag nandun ka na.
