Time Cannot Resent [Gay Love]

I Want to Touch Your Lips

As I slowly gained consciousness, I felt a heavy weight rest on my left arm. I turned to my left and slowly opened my eyes. Skeith's sleeping face welcomed me. He looks so adorable! Every part of him was very seductive especially his lips. It was so small, so pink, so kissable.

I felt my right arm move on its own. Slowly approaching his lips. 

I gently grabbed his face, my thumb caressed his soft lips. An urge to kiss him rushed through me. My head gradually moved forward. Thoughts of my first kiss with him emerged. 

I stopped, an inch away from his lips. 

Why? Why was I hesitating now? Yesterday, I didn't even hesitate to kiss him. Why now?

" Don't stop halfway... " Skeith mumbled in his dreams. 

His words took me by surprise.

" What the heck is this kid dreaming about? " I muttered to myself, a bit amused at the sleep talking Skeith in front of me.

I slowly brushed my fingers through his silky hair, not wanting this moment to ever end, " I guess it's okay to take things slow sometimes. That kiss yesterday may not have meant anything but I was serious about the fact that I'll consider your feelings. " 

" Love is something you shouldn't rush. "

" Nnnn. " Skeith grumbled as he wiggled closer to Blaire.

" Tch. Hopeless kid... Oy, wake up! " Blaire said as he hit him on the head.

" Huh? What? " Skeith said half awake. 

The seductive smell of his teacher's cologne filled his head. Within a few seconds he regained full consciousness. " Waahh! Why am I sleeping beside you? " Skeith's eyes popped in disbelief, a slight tint of embarrassment painted on his face.

" I don't really know but since you're here and no one's around... " Blaire smiled in a devious way while slowly binding his arms around Skeith.

" Nooo~ " Skeith squirmed as his face went full red. Luckily, he was able to break free, " I... I better go to class now. " his voice faltered. He sat at the edge of the bed and slowly got up to leave.

" Don't go... " Skeith heard him say, his words full of emptiness and loneliness. His icy cold hands wrapped around Skeith's frail arm. 

" His hands are so cold. " Skeith thought to himself.

What did they say about cold hands again?

People who have cold hands have warm hearts... 

Yeah. That's right. Even before, Skeith already knew that this man holding him had a kind heart. Everything he did made Skeith fall in love with him even more since the day they met.

He was selfish but kind.

" Don't go... " Blaire repeated his words but this time it felt even more compelling. 

Skeith stood frozen at the same spot. He couldn't react. He couldn't leave.

Blaire yanked Skeith beside him face to face, " Just stay with me for a while. " he whispered into his ears as he wrapped his arms around him.

" Sure. " Skeith said as he tried to face the opposite direction.

He's selfish, opposing and he tries to hide his feelings by acting all princely. I wonder if he'll ever be ready to accept my feelings for him. I wonder if he'll ever learn to love again.

These thoughts filled Skeith's head. He felt Blaire's grip tighten as if he was dear to him, as if he was afraid to lose him. They both said nothing but by just being near each other they understood a lot. Both their hearts are going through a roller coaster ride. 

" He's just a lonely prince waiting for his true love. " Skeith thought as he closed his eyes. Behind him, he felt Blaire's grip loosen, a sign that he might have fallen asleep already.

Skeith turned to face Blaire. He engrossed himself with the image of Blaire's sleeping face. He felt his hands gradually move towards Blaire's face. He caught his face and casually stroked his thumb around his lips. 

He fell asleep with the image of Blaire's sleeping face.