Time Cannot Resent [Gay Love]

A Mistake

“ Nnn… “ I slowly pushed off the hand that was trying to disturb my beauty sleep. Talk about insensitive and disrespectful.

“ Young master, wake up. The bath is ready. “ I heard a calm reply from my perpetrator.

“ 5 more minutes… “ I said half asleep.

“ But… Young master, you said the same thing 30 minutes ago! “ he said the last part with a pissed tone.

“ Shuddap… “

“ Young master, please stop being such a spoiled brat or I won’t have any other choice but to use brute force! “ Sein replied. Naturally, his last statement got me intrigued.

“ hooo~ and what are you going to do about it? “ I said mockingly as I slowly got up to meet his face.

“ This… “

Before I could fully get a hold of my senses, I felt something press against my lips. He grabbed my body for a tight hug and forcefully took away my… first kiss.

It vigorously pressed on and should I say it was wet, hot, and… sexy.

I mentally slapped myself as I felt a sudden arousal towards Sein’s lips.

Well could you blame me? Who knew that my butler was so experienced with this kind of stuff.

He bit my lip in a sexually appealing way. Slowly, he slid his tongue inside my mouth and examined every inch of it. My ears burned red and I immediately felt my body reach its limit. His technique was flawless. Usually, I would freak at the sight of two humans exchanging saliva, but I would never have imagined that I would be enjoying the actual deed.

A minute passed and Sein shifted his attention elsewhere. He began to trace my body with his lips, starting from my ears. He knew that I was always ticklish there. He gently bit my earlobe and nibbled on it for a few seconds.

“ Kreiss… “ he whispered in a seductive way.

“ Nnn…“ maybe it was the extra cheeseburgers I ordered or maybe because of the heat of the moment, but I accidentally called out his name, “ Skeith. “

As I said Skeith’s name… Sein instantly stopped.

He slowly let go of me and the room was filled with silence.

Kreiss you idiot!

I mentally slapped myself for thinking of doing dirty things with Skeith.

I knew I had no chance of Skeith’s love and attention and here I was getting some real action, but I still blew it. I was still thinking of Skeith.

More importantly though, why was Sein doing all of this?

Why?

I asked in my head as I tried to see the expression on his face, but it was no good. The room was too dark and he was facing down.

It came as a shock to me that he was being this physical towards me. It’s been several years since we had a real conversation; let alone any physical interaction… but he still did all of those things.

Why?

The question echoed in my thoughts.

Minutes passed and we both didn’t move.

Silence still ruled over my room.

 

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“ Eh – ehem. Uhmmm… “, Sein cleared his throat as he tried to look me in the eye, “ I’m sorry for the trouble I’ve caused. I’m sorry… what I did was a mistake. “

I don’t know why, but when he said those words, I felt a strong pinch in my heart.

Was it because of the way he said it?

He said those words full of pain and regret. Though I didn’t know what he was regretting.

Did he regret kissing me

or

Did he regret waiting this long before doing so?

Whatever it was, I wasn’t sure. I was sure of one thing, though; at that moment, my hand moved on its own, as if not even waiting for the go signal from my brain. Before I could order it to stop, it already made a mark on Sein’s face.

Why… am I so upset?

“ Young master… “, I heard him yelp before grabbing my body once more, “ I’m so sorry for making you mad! Was it the kiss? I promise that I won’t do it again, so please… say something. “

I could hear the sincerity in his every word, but why? Why was I still mad at him?

“ You… “, I said as I forcefully pushed him away, “ idiot! “

“ Young master? “ he pleaded for forgiveness with his gentle eyes.

“ Get out! “ I pointed towards the door.

“ But. “

“ I said… GET OUT! “ Sein quickly scrambled towards the door. He stopped directly in front of it and turned towards me. He courteously bowed and went out.

I was now left alone, inside the complete darkness of my room. I hugged my knees and gently closed my eyes. As I did so, the event quickly flashed through my eyes.

“ Idiot… don’t kiss me so passionately and call it a mistake. “ I softly whispered to myself as I felt my tears slowly trace down my face.

For the first time in years, I felt pain… in my heart.

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Heyooo guys~ I hope this made up for my long absence! :D

So basically I was a bit hopeless and even thought of not trying to write anymore, but well here I am and here's this!  I hope you guys enjoyed it. It's summer right now in PH and things are getting hot, if you know what I mean. *wink* *wink*

Anyways, I'll try to update as often as I can, but basically, I'm the "write when inspired" type so don't expect too much. hihihi. :))

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