Lessa - This isn't easy but It's not supposed to be {completed}

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Tessa's p.o.v
I wake up to Anthony laying next to me. Nothing happened but he did comfort me all night. I shake him lightly to get him to wake.
"Tony Tony. Anthony!" I had to yell lightly because he wouldn't get up.
"Oh hey Tessa sorry. How are you doing?" Tony asks. Besides the fact that I've lost me chances with Logan I'm 'totally fine' I thought to my self.
"I'm doing okay," I say sounding sad. He hugs me and goes to take a shower. I'm looking through my pictures and come across me and Logan. I start to tear up until Tony asks me if i could get his sweatshirt from his room. I nod and walk out. Jake looks walks out of his bedroom and is walking towards me. I quickly knock on chances door and he opens it. I walk in without saying anything so I don't have to see Jake. I look around Anthony's bed and find his sweatshirt. Chance looks confused but i grab it and walk out. Tony broke up with Erika because they both started having feelings for other people. I know who Erika likes but not Tony. I walk into my bedroom and Tony is in a towel only a towel. I quickly cover my eyes and hand him his sweatshirt. I find my bed from feeling around and go to my contacts. I scroll down to Logans and stare at it. I finally decide something to say.
T- hi
I send it without hesitation and he oddly replied back fast.
L- hey how r u doing
T- okay
L- look Tessa I'm sorry and I want to see you again can you come over later?
T- om I guess two okay?
L- yep see you then
I'm excited but nervous what if he just wants to yell at me. Tony comes out from the bathroom fully dressed now and I walk to him. I hug him tight and he hugs back.
"What was that for?" He asks, I smile.
"For being here for me I know I can trust you with everything. Your like a dude Erika," I say and I'm still smiling. Tony smiles and he walks out. I get ready and spend the rest of the time vlogging and going on Instagram.
I'm heading to Logans and I'm driving when something came right in front of me!