Lessa - This isn't easy but It's not supposed to be {completed}

Maybe again isnt to bad

Tessa's p.o.v
I'm not sure what has happened what I've done or said. I don't know if I should believe or disbelieve anything or everything. I have to meet up with Jake later today but for now I'm with Logan. Logan. I'm next to him not even. I'm in his arms. I feel as if I haven't been touched like this in a long time. All I remember is us together nothing else. Is that to bad. Is another try bad or completely useless. I open my eyes all the way to see Logans smile that never left his face ever since he laid down next to me. I smile too. I try to move I try to sit up but it's like we're a magnet. He won't let go. I lay back down and slightly shake him.
"Logan I have to eat dressed and you should to. But you gotta let go," I say. He groans and still doesn't move.
"No I'm to comfy," Logan says I giggle. I say fine but I start tickling him. Have you ever seen him actually effected by tickling? No. But I have there's only one place. It's above his belly button but not that high and it's also on the right side. But you have to only brush your fingers or else it won't work. I start tickling him and he try's not to laugh but you can see that smile trying to burst. I do it some more and he bursts out laughing. I laugh to because who couldn't.
"Haha I knew I could get out," I say and stand.
"Hey that's not fare," Logan whines.
I shake my head and smile then get dressed.
Simple but yet cute. I walk out of the guess bedroom and into the living room. I go into the kitchen and make a smoothie with toast. I sit down to eat. I finish and start doing the dishes. I put them back because everything's still in the right place. I was about to turn around when I feel arms around me. I turn and see Logan. He smiles at me while I'm confused. But I smile anyways.
"What?" I ask.
"Nothing well not really. You may think we're dating and maybe we are but I want to make sure so. Tessa will you be my girlfriend?" Logan asks me. I want to say yes I really do but I can't. Because I have to know everything before I start again. Who knows maybe I'd be cheating if I did this.
"I can't, yet. I just need to make sure I'm not doing anything that I shouldn't be. But Logan I like you but I have to figure a few things out first I'm sorry," I say sadly.
"It's fine I understand. I wouldn't want to be cheated on if your dating someone else. But just know I'll wait I'll wait forever if that's what it takes. Oh and by the way your going to be late to go to Jakes if you don't go," Logan said that and then I rush out the door. I didn't know it's already time. I do like Logan I might even Love him.