Lessa - This isn't easy but It's not supposed to be {completed}

Fan time

Tessa's p.o.v
I'm so excited because today me and Logan are going to tell our fans about us. Some have been catching on and posting lessa in the comment section. Others think it's just us pretending. It's not when I first moved back in it was now it's actual feelings. I here Logan come in the kitchen. I'm waiting patiently and sitting like a four year old with a big smile hoping to get that pony for her birthday.
"Tess," Logan says I nod. "You like like your two."
"Well I'm excited to you know," I said.
"Do what?" Logan playing dumb.
"You know, stop it," I say while slapping his slightly.
"No I really don't kn—" I cut him off by yelling "WERE TELLING OUR FANS ABOUT US! Ugh Logan you can be annoying sometimes," I say and go get dressed.
"Me?" Logan follows. "How bout you doing you hair and makeup for two hours!"
"Logan you do crazy stuff and break plates all the time that I have to clean up!" I yell back.
"Tessa your the one who always try's to make me just sit around and talk about boring stuff! You don't even let me get kicked out of a store!" Logan yells.
"Maybe that's because I go to those stores and I go places to get things I need. I don't feel like going five cities over just to get milk!" I scream.
"You always make me turn opportunities down!" Logan yelled.
"Maybe that's because those 'opportunities' are crazy!" I yell back.
"There for my fans my vlog it's what I'd do. You should understand you vlog!" He tells me harshly.
" I do vlog but I don't get myself into a situation where I can get injured!" I yell.
"I NEVER GET MY SELF HURT, TESSA. YOU KEEP STOPING ME BEFORE I CAN OR BEFORE I EVEN TRY. I KNOW WHAT IM DOING!" Logan screamed back at me.
"LOGAN I STOP YOU BECAUSE... forget about it. I'm going to see Jake to see how he's holding up," I take a deep breath in and out and walk away. I here Logan kick something. I change quickly into a jeans and a sweatshirt. I put my shoes on and walk right past Logan. I know he just needs to calm down. This happens once in awhile but not this much. I grab my key off of the island table. I start to walk to the door.
"Tessa wait I didn't mean to sa-" Logan starts.
"Stop I let these little outbursts or fights whatever you want to call them slide all the time. I know you didn't mean to say any of that but this time I just want to go for a little while. I'll be back at 6 pm," i say and leave. I here Logans muffled voice through the door. I'm sorry.

*at The team ten house*
I come through the door and see practically no furniture. The team ten is bare. There's only a few chairs and that's it. I walk up to Jake's room and knock on the wall. Come in, I here him say. I see a sleeping bag, pillow, and a dog bed that's it.
"Whoa there's practically nothing here," I said.
"Yeah moving into the new team ten house in just two days. You don't know how my back feels right now. I feel like a old man. Sleeping on a hard wood floor isn't something you want to do," Jake said.
"Here I can help." I get up and walk over to him. He sits down and I crouch down. I slowly rub his shoulders. I hear him let out a sigh.
"Thanks Tessa. So you came here why," Jake asks.
"I had a little fight with Logan it was stupid. I came here to check up on you," I said.
"Tess, I'm not a little kid I'm fine," Jake says with a tone.
"Jake come on you can trust me just tell me. You clearly have thoughts going on in your brain right now. I just want to help. Your my friend Jake I want you to feel better," I say and he turns to face me. I sit down all the way.
"Tessa I miss her. I loved Erika but she went to find Aiden. She just left without any good byes. Did she tell you?" He asks.
"Actually no," I said.
"What? How could she just do that! I mean she left the paper work that she filled out for her to leave team ten and all I have to do is sign it," Jake said.
"Jake I know you don't want to but you have to sign that paper. If you love her you have to let her go," I said.
"Just it makes me mad that she just left! Doesn't it make you made?" He asks?
"A little." I can tell Jake wants to ruin something but I've had enough anger for now.
"Jake come one let's watch Netflix. Then I'll head home but for now let's just calm down," I said and grabbed his laptop from downstairs. We watch tv for a long time.
It's been three hours of watching Netflix non stop. I tell Jake I should head home. We hug and then I left.

I open the door taking as long as I want. I walk in quietly hoping to go past Logan and hide away in the guest bedroom. But there Logan stood at the corner of the wall.
"Hey Logan," I say long and hollow.
"Hey Tess. I'm sorry I didn't mean to go after you like that. Just sometimes I can't help it. You do take a long time but I'm not a girl so I don't know. I'm really sorry," Logan said.
"Logan I'm sorry to *i sigh and take a deep breath* I stop you from doing things because I'm scared. I'm afraid that your going to hurt yourself or die. I love you even more than I love myself. I can't see you get hurt while I let it happen," I say getting tears in my eyes threatening them not to fall.
"Tessa, I didn't know that's what you though. I would never do something that crazy and I'll ask you before I do something that I could get serially hurt from. Okay?" He asks.
"Okay." We kiss and hug.
"Logan can we tell our fans now?" I ask.
"Yes."

*logans vlog*
"Ayo what's popping Logang. We have some exciting news to tell you! These new Maverick shorts are so comfortable I mean these are the best pants I've ever owned!* I slightly push Logan because we have things to tell*. Oh right. Logang I have news! Most of you probably got the hints. Me and Tessa are actually dating! Again!" Logan tells them and I smile. Then leave.
"Hey your supposed to stay!" He yells to me.
"I'm hungry!" I say back.
"Alright subscribe and get the new merch that's not actually merch anymore but you know that's what I say. The favorite hoodie is back! Keep smiling and see you tomorrow!" Logan closes off and we head to get food. Bad day turned into a good day.