Lessa - This isn't easy but It's not supposed to be {completed}

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Tessa's p.o.v
I woke up alone. I'm fine with that but I still like Logan. I'm not going to show it because then it might just make me look like a slut from moving to one persons then the next. But here's the thing I know I've always loved Logan because it's the feeling that's always there when I see him. I walk out of the room in just a oversized hoodie that is Logans. I took it yesterday. It still smells like him. I walk into the kitchen and grab a apple. I'm to lazy to make anything. I lean against the wall by the balcony and stare at the sky. I nearly get a heart attack as I drop my apple onto the dirty floor that hasn't gotten washed in forever.
"Boo!" Logan screamed right into my ear. I've been so caught up in my thought I didn't even know that he came out of his room.
"Aw my apple!" I whine. Now I gotta make something cause that's the only one left. I stand up and look at Logan,
Logan only had boxers on! I stared for about two seconds and looked away even though he does look hot. But like I said not showing it.
"Logan go put a shirt on?!" I say loudly.
"Why I'm just going to the gym what's the point in getting dressed to get undressed into something else after I eat?" Logan asked.
"Well you could put your work out cloths on!" I say.
"Nah let's go get some pancakes from the pancake parlor down the street," Logan said.
"Yeah because you made me drop my apple!" I say.
"Enough about the dumb apple I'm going to go through some clothes on so be ready," Logan said. Of corse I was ready all I had to do is grab some pants. I ran to me room then came back. I put my shoes on and a few seconds later Logan came rushing out of his door and down the haul. I closed the apartment door and locked it so no one can break in. I run after Logans and get caught up because I love running.
"I told you to be ready," Logan said while painting.
"Yeh I know but I don't know that's what you meant," I said and we started walking down the sidewalk. We get to the pancake parlor but then fans everywhere pop up. Were covered in questions and fans. I kinda feel out. My breath gets faster my eyes go dizzy and I can't feel my legs. Then my hand twitches. Logans trying to get the fans away but he sees me. I'm twitching almost everywhere. The fans are to caught y to notice. Logan puts me in his  arms and run down the street and turned a corner to a dead end.
"Omg Tessa what's happing?" Logan says kinda freaking out now. I should be okay but sometimes I get like this if it's to much pressure.
"I get anxiety and sometimes I twitch," I say but he's still confused. "Do we have grapes at home?" I ask.
"Yeah why?"
"Let's go home I'll tell you," I say and we start walking slowly as my heart slows down. I'll have to tell him. I still have that mark from where the knife cut me. Scar. Scar is what it is; a permanent Mark.

Whoa wasn't accident or was it? Stay tuned and keep smiling.