Lessa - This isn't easy but It's not supposed to be {completed}

Friends and nothing more

Tessa's p.o.v
I'm leaving to go to the team ten house to talk to Jake. Because clearly Logan and Jake know the things I don't. I have to know because it might change who I'm with and who is actually my friends. I say by to Logan and get into my car. I get there in like fifteen minutes. I knock on the door and then enter. I see Chance in the living room.
"Hey Chance do you know where Jake is?" I ask him. He looks confused that I'm talking to him.
"Ah ya he's in his room," Chance says. I say thanks and walk upstairs. What happened with him? I knock on his door and I hear him get up. He opens the door and his face lights up. He tells me to come in and I do. He closes the door and comes up to me and hugs me.
"What are you doing?" I ask him but nicely. He looks confused and then it clicks.
"Oh nothing. What do you need?" Jake asks.
"I need to know," I said.
"Know what? Tess?" Jake said.
"Everything what happened with Chance who have I been dating and have I been with Logan and what's happened between you and I. Am I even mad at you anymore?" I ask all thoughts questions and Jake stares for about a minute then talks.
"Chance started getting closer to you and tried kissing you while you were dating me. Logan cheated on you with someone he works with. You forgave me and started dating me again. And you've been mad at Logan for hurting you and haven't forgave him," Jake says all of that and I'm so confused. I believe him because when he's telling the truth he fiddled with his fingers but doesn't look away from my eyes and stays in the same position until done talking. He's telling the truth. I didn't know I was dating him and I didn't know Logan cheated. I'm not mad at Logan because that's all behind us but for now I need to make sure I can trust him. Now I feel horrible for not going with Jake yesterday because he's my boyfriend but how was I supposed to know? I'll have to talk with Chance later.
"Thank you. But Jake I love you but we can't be together anymore. I have to have time to think I'm sorry," I say and tear up because I may not remember but I do still have the feelings.
"I understand, I'm so sorry that I put you through everything I have. Before you go can I kiss you one more time?" Jake asks I say yes quietly. He leans in and so do I. We kiss there's very few sparks but yet the kiss is passionate and sweet. We kiss till we can't breathe. I smile lightly and so does Jake. I walk out the front door and find Chance on the step.
"Hey Chance can I talk to you?" I ask.
"Yeah sure what's up?"
"I want a fresh start. Everything I've done and you've done is behind us. Okay?"
"Of course and you don't remember but I do I'm sorry Tess," Chance says.
"It's okay but I gotta go see ya later," I said and leave. I get to Logans apartment and enter. He's vlogging George waxing his leg. What did I walk into. I start laughing and Logan points at me with his vlog camera.
"Look  his back Tessa! Still in the Logans? Of corse you are! What's popping Tess?" Logan yells.
"Nothing much but what are you too doing?" I ask.
"Oh well we were playing truth or dare and put up a pole for people to request stuff and George got wax his leg," Logan said while laughing.
"Haha, well I'm tired I'm going to bed," I say and walk to the guest bedroom. I told you I'm staying friends and nothing more with them, for now.