Lessa - This isn't easy but It's not supposed to be {completed}

The torture

Tessa's p.o.v
Me and Jake sit there for a while leaning against the door with one and one side and the other and other side. My tears are quit but I stand up. It's silent in the house so Jake can here me. He got up to. I finally decided to open up the door Jakes face looked like he'd been crying because I didn't let him in. I hugged him and didn't let go.

Jake's p.o.v
Tessa finally opened the door. I've been crying for a while because she wouldn't talk to me and I hate how she's sad it make me sad. He hugged me and I hugged back and wouldn't let go I used my foot to close the door. I looked into her eyes her beautiful puffy eyes. I leaned in and kissed her on the lips the kiss it felt so real until she pulled back. 
Tessa's p.o.v
Jake kissed me it felt so real but it was different. I sat my bad and he hugged me while I cried in his chest. It's torture to know that Logan thinks that, that I can't go over there and kiss him right on the lips. Right now I'm safe though with Jake someone who cares. I lay down and we cuddle together. Watching Netflix's I go on my phone and stared at his text I never replied I wish he would say something. I see a bubbly pop up that means he was going to say something hope was in my eyes until the bubble left and I shattered once again. I started crying a lot of tears that weren't that loud. Jake noticed me and took my phone out of my hands. He hugged me and kissed me again to feel better. We hold the kiss for a long time till the tears slow down. Jake kept hugging me until we heard the door. Jake went to get it. I walked out of my room and looked down front the railing and saw Logan. The tears started forming and I walked back to my room still hearing the conversation.
"Let me just see Tessa I have to know she's fine," Logan told Jake.
"She's not fine you dumped her through text what do you think she'd be fine? You have to go," Jake said pushing him out now letting Logan say another word. Jake came back up stairs and saw the tears he hugged me again but this time I couldn't hold it in after seeing Logan.
"Shh it will be alright just let it out you can cry in front of me," Jake said. I hated him seeing me like this but I couldn't stand it and cried for hours till I fell asleep in Jakes arms. What am I supposed to do without Logan?