Living With One Direction

Chapter Twenty Nine [Part 2] - What?

"You’re pregnant?" Zayn asked. This time it was serious and there was no jokes flying around. 

"If that’s what the flipping test said!" I snapped. 

"You should be happy." Niall said. 

"It's all unexpected and I don't think I'm ready." I spoke.

"How long have you been keeping this a secret from me?" Louis raised his voice. 

"Don't bother with that tone! Here's what happened." I started. "Basically after I was sick and Zayn's remark I couldn't help but think maybe I was." 

"I noticed Zen's face and texted her in the car and we agreed to take a test when we got to the mall." Liam helped. 

"So why did you keep it a secret from me?" Louis asked. 

"It's not how you think." I said. "As I got to the toilet I got nervous. I wanted to tell you." 

"Yeah it's true. But I told Zen not to say anything. As at that moment in time we didn't know if Zen was pregnant and there was no point saying that a test was been taken if she wasn't pregnant." Liam said. 

"So why didn't you tell me after you took the test?" Louis continued to question me. 

"BECAUSE I ONLY JUST BLOODY FOUND OUT!" I yelled. 

"Huh?" Harry asked.

"Lord give me strength!" Liam sighed. "So Zen shoved the test in my hand and walked off not wanting to know until we got back home. But Harry obviously saw it and announced it." Liam concluded. 

"I'm going to be a Dad?" Louis smiled. 

"This is great!" Zayn smiled. 

"I really don't think I can do this, guys. I mean I have a living thing growing inside me. My lifestyle won't be the same. Shit. One Direction. What's going to happen to the band?" I reflected. 

"Nothing, Babe! Louis' not the one giving birth!" Harry laughed. "And Niall I'll take that £50 in cash or cheque - whatever suits you." 

Oh man. I can't do this. I don't even know what to think! I mean I don't exactly have many people to turn to. 

My best friends, Mason, Chad, Sophie and Gabriella? No! I still need to tell them I'm in a bloody relationship with Louis! 

Jayda? I don't think she'd know what to do.

Eleanor? That’s a possibility.

Dylan? Having a laugh. Or was I? Sounds crazy but I genuinely think he would. Let's not rush into anything yet. 

"Do you realise how different life will be? Financially? Health? Everything." I said. 

"We've just got to take each day by day." Louis said casually. 

"Boo I'm giving birth not buying a puppy!" I sighed. Who am I to kid? This is going to be a challenge. 

"I bet management are going to hate me. I've caused a twitter and front page who-ha, Zayn's got a girl and I'm pregnant!" I said reflecting some more. 

"Let's just get some sleep and pack away tomorrow; were leaving in the afternoon and have a crazy day ahead." Liam said. 

"Back to a crazy schedule. You know I've loved this holiday so much!" Zayn smiled as we all tucked up in bed. 

I didn't get any sleep that night. I just kept thinking about this baby. Was it a boy? Was it a girl? Was it healthy? How could I keep myself in shape? Would I be a good mother? Would Louis and I be able to take such a responsibility? So many questions. I looked over to Louis. He was still awake. I cuddled closer to him, as he kissed my head, and stroked my hair. 

"Can't sleep, huh?" Louis whispered. 

"No." I whispered back. 

"Let's go out." he smiled. 

"Where at 3AM Louis?!" I whisper yelled. 

"A walk on the beach." Lou suggested. 

We crept out of the room down the stairs, out the door, down the corridor, out the lobby onto the beach me still in my p'jays and Boo-Bear in just a pair of shorts. 

The pair of us just sat on the sand watching the tide come in, neither of us knowing what to say. 

"What are we going to do?" I finally spoke. 

"What we always do - battle it as a team." Louis smiled. 

"Why us? It sounds bad as so many people try for babies and we just got mashed but I don't think I want to be a Mum at 20. Just look at us we take each day like choosing a chocolate bar, so many choices going for what we fancy and what we like doing. Can we really take such a responsibility?" I asked. 

"Of course we can. We can do anything if we put our mind to it."

"It's a baby Lou. Look at what we need to do!"

"We'll get through this. We always do!"

"But do I want this baby?"

"What - you want an abortion?"

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