Project 1975

/ eyes bright, up tight.

Lilian herself let out a scream as she found Matty on the floor, rubbing his butt from the fall I have caused him. She eyed me suspiciously and I shrugged innocently. "what's the matter? why are you on the floor?" she asks, putting her keys down. Matty stood up and shrugged.. "he slipped.." I said simply and Lilian nodded "riiiiight." she said and proceeded to the kitchen like she saw nothing.

I sighed and looked at Matty, who was propped on the couch again with a lazy smile. I groaned "she almost caught us kissing.." I said to him sheepishly which made him laugh "oh, Jamie. we didnt even kiss.. she cant accuse us of anything" he winked at me mischieviously and I rolled my eyes.

He checked the wall clock and frowned "I should go, I have a meeting with the band for the concert were having this week" he said as he brushes his hair back and stands up. I wanted him to stay, but of course Matty is a busy man. I nodded and ushered him out the door.

He intertwined his fingers with mine as he held my hand. "you will be there, right" he asks as I shut the door behind me. I nodded "of course, we still have alot of pictures to take.." I told him and he smiled. The feeling of his hand on mine was unreal and I cant help but look at them.

He chuckled "what's wrong, Jamie?" he asks me and I shook my head "nothing.. just" I said shyly and he looked at our hands as well. He smiled before letting go, and kissing me lightly on the forehead "Im going to see you on the concert.." he said simply and I watched him descend down the stairs. I cant help but sigh dreamily, my inner teenager jumping in glee.

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I got back in and Lilian gave me a funny look, which I returned "whaat" I grumbled taking my seat beside her on the couch. She shook her head "oh nothing.. I didnt know you and Mr. Matthew Healy are chummy with each other.." she says teasingly and I rolled my eyes.

"we're not chummy.." I said "okay, more than that then" she says with a chuck of her tongue and I gasped "no! not like that either" I denied. I honestly dont know what we are. We were still basically just friends. We're not too close with each other, but we've seen each other on our worst's.. I cant put a finger on what kind of relationship we have.

"why are you so distracted" Lilian asked me and I shrugged "he confuses me.. I told you that already" I said to her with a sigh. She raised a brow. And I groaned "he kissed me on his birthday, and he was about to kiss me again if it werent for your arrival." I trailed and Lilian being the drama queen that she is gasped.

"and when I walked him out, he held my hand.. kissed my forehead then left me. seriously, where is this getting in to?" I asked rubbing my face. She laughed at me and patted my shoulder "you'll get it soon. I mean, Im sure it only means he likes you, J. and, maybe he just hasnt figured it out yet.. I dont know. Matty seems like a complicated person to read" she said and I nodded my head to that.

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sorry not much happened here. on the next chapter there will be more I promise. x pattyy