guys i'm such a fucking mess
i'm being forced into something i'm not comfortable with, and when i try to tell my friends i don't want to do it they call me a bitch, stupid, and that i have no common sense and just are really rude basically
so there's a kid, and i know this is gonna sound like stupid 'i'm ranting online to random strangers because i can't even rant to my own friends' type of deal and i'm sorry but i just UGH
my best friends boyfriend is on the schools football team, which is ass. and every morning we always wait with his friends because they're funny whatever ok cool
today i found out one of his friends likes me, i'm like ok that's fine i don't care
so this guy, who i've never talked to in my life, writes me like 3 paragraphs saying how he wants to be with me and how he would treat me right and it's like ???
i'm not an affectionate person??
i don't even know and i know none of you are gonna like read this and give a shit but i don't know what to do because someone who has hurt me multiple times is like pretty much back in my life again even though i promised myself i wouldn't let them in again
and no matter what i always end up falling for that person and it ends messy because no matter how hard we try it never works out but we're also like best friends and it's confusing and oh my god this is embarrassing i can't believe i'm telling all of you this i'm sorry
i just don't know what to do because my friend is pissed that i don't want to be with the guy who's like in love with me, but i can't control my feelings??
also,,i've talked to this kid for a fucking day???
what the fuck??
anyways this has been Abby Talks ; Rant Edition
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