Grayson and I have been dating for 6 months and within those 6 months we didn't go on many dates or spend the ENTIRE DAY AND NIGHT together because him and Ethan went back home to New Jersey for a bit.
When they came back I left to go back home to my home town too for a month, they have to come up with video ideas, make videos, go on meetings and I also have to come up with videos, make videos, edit at least one video everyday since I vlog, update my blog, workout and go to meetings about my Youtube and modelling career so we're very busy most of the time. It's even hard to text or ring each other.
I have planned dates whenever we were both free and he'd agree but literally on the last minute when I'm ready he'd text me usually saying he has to record or they have to edit or come up with ides or stupid reasons like his friends from another state are there to visit and he only found out and he wouldn't invite me, yes I know his friends that he haven't seen for a while are visiting but if you're cancelling on me at least make it up to me and when I do plan the dates it usually involves me booking a place or buying tickets.
"I'm sorry baby, I'll make it up to you". Is what he usually says but it never happens. I don't know what it is. Does he not want to be seen with me? His he embarrassed? I tell him it's fine and that I understand, don't worry about it but when I text him back or hang up if we talked on the phone I'd start to cry or get mad and end up breaking a frame because we never spend a day with just us and it seems impossible. I know it sounds like I want to break up but I am definitely not breaking up just because we don't get to see each other as much when we could, but won't, break up over something more serious.
For our next date, I bought us tickets to see 'The 1975'. I asked him if he will be free to go and that he 100% will go so I bought us two tickets, I even made him pinky promise :). Knowing that he was definitely going was amazing, just us two, and obviously thousands of other fans of course, but us on a date at a concert of our favorite band.
I got ready and went downstairs to sit on the couch and text Grayson that I was ready and he could come over. I wore
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My phone rang and I checked that it was Grayson. I had a guess that he was going to cancel because why would he ring?
"Hey baby I am so sorry but I can't make it tonight, Ethan's hurt his hand and he needs to go to the hospital and get stitches, it's nothing major he just got a small piece of glass in it"
"Hhhhh"
"Are you okay babe?"
"Yes Grayson yes, I am completely okay that you have cancelled on me because you're brother that's the same age as you, has to go to the hospital because he got a SMALL piece of glass in his hand"
"Ba-"
"NO GRAYSON YOU ALWAYS FUCKING CANCEL AND I AM ALWAYS FUCKING SPENDING MY MONEY ON US BUT I END UP GIVING THE TICKETS TO MY FRIENDS TO GO AND I AM SICK AND TIRED OF IT. YOU PINKY PROMISED ME GRAY."
"I know baby I am sorry I truly am, I'll make it up to you"
"No you won't Grayson because you say that after every bloody time you cancel and you never do. I'm making an effort i out relationship , why aren't you? Do you not want to be seen with me? Am I an embarrassment to you?"
"No Y/N of course you're not an embarrassment and I know I broke our promise"
"IF YOU DON'T WANT TO GO OUT ON DATES JUST SAY IT. YES I'LL FEEL HURT BUT I'D FEEL LESS HURT THAT YOU'RE NOT CANCELLING ON ME"
I the hung up and cried. He texted me apologizing but I didn't answer. My house mates came in and asked what was wrong. I told them and they comforted me. I offered my two friends that love 'The 1975' but they wouldn't take them because they wanted to stay with me but I kept telling them to go because I didn't want to be with anyone. They finally took them and left.
I went to my room and cried. I felt my eyes burning and my face getting all wet from my tears. He kept texting me so I turned off my phone and went to sleep.
I woke up about an hour later and my face felt dry and tight because of my tears, I also felt and an arm around my waist, knowing it was Grayson. I turned around and saw Grayson and his eyes were red from I guess crying.
"I am so sorry baby I didn't think I made you cry and that you cared that much I am so sorry"
I placed my hand on his cheek and kissed him.
"So you aren't mad?"
"Well I'm upset but it's okay"
"No it's not get up we're going for food and the fun fair and I AM paying for everything"
"Grayson I look like crap my make up is every where"
"Just take off your make up"
I smiled and so did he. I got up and cleaned my face and put my hair in a pony and I changed into something more comfortable.
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We went to pizza hut and I tried to pay but he got there before I did. We went to the fair and he payed for all the rides and at the end he won me a huge bear. We went back to my place and went to bed and snuggled up.
"I love you Y/N"
"And I love you Bailey". I laughed knowing he hates being called that.
"Oh my god stop hahaha"
We got all snuggled up and went to sleep.
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