"Hey Ethan what about this one?" I asked my boyfriend about a dress that I was choosing for a house party we were going to. "Y/n all the 10 million dresses you tried on are gorgeous but damn I am sure glad to call you mine" "Hahahah thanks babe". I gave him a quick kiss.
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It was only 4 so we decided to go out to eat. We went to Chipole. "So who's going to the party" I asked. "Well Jack obviously since it's his, Grayson, Cameron, Nate, Sam, Kate, Jenny, Alex and just everyone in school really and town" "Is J-Josh going?" I asked stuttering. Josh was my ex and he abused me, he treated me like shit. "Yeah I think so" he grabbed my hand and squeezed it gently. "But I promise you he will not hurt you and if goes near you I WILL kill him" "I love you E-tee-wee-tee" "Oh my goddd stop calling me that ahah" "Blame your mam not me" "I love you more"
It was now 6 and I started to get ready since I was going to be longer than Ethan. The party started at half 8 but we were going to be late because we wanted for more people to be there when we got there.
I got out of the shower and dried my hair and done my make up after.
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Before we left we took a few pictures together.
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It was now 9 and we left and got into Ethan's car. 15 minutes later we arrived at Jack's and there were people outside dancing, talking and some passed out drunk already. We walk in and it's packed. "Hey y/n" my friends say coming over to me. "I see Grayson and all so I'll see you in a few and remember please stay away from him and do not get drunk" "I won't dad" "Y/n seriously" "Fine E I won't I promise" "Good" and we shared a kiss.
"SHOTS" one of my friends said and we had a few rounds. We then had other drinks and even though I promised Ethan I wouldn't get drunk, even though he probably would, I ended up getting PISSED.
"Whoooo" I shouted while I was dancing with my friends. "R-right h-hold up I-i gotta go pee" I said not being able to speak properly. I walk upstairs and go into the bathroom. After spending my time in the bathroom for at least 10 minutes I get up and walk out struggling. I nearly fall and someone catches me. "Ohh watch where you're going beautiful". It was Josh.
"J-Josh let gooo of me Ethan told me to stay away from you coz you're a bad bad man and you areeee" "Ahhh I never done anything babe" "Let go". He drags me into an empty bedroom. I'm still drunk.
He started kissing my neck and I tried to push him off but he wouldn't budge. He pulled down my dress and massaged my boob since I had no bra on. "Stop Josh please Josh". At this point I was crying but I couldn't scream. He ignored me and pushed me onto the bed. His friends came in and saw what he was doing. "Guys help me please"I begged. I couldn't see since my eyes were full of tears. They just walked in and closed the door behind them.
"NO NO NO STOOOOOP PLEASE PLEASE" "Hold her down she's a tough one". One of his friends held me down and the other one took out his phone and started taking pictures. Next thing I know is that he's pulling down my underwear.
I felt useless knowing that I couldn't do anything. I felt disgusting knowing that it wasn't Ethan touching me. It was my fault, I shouldn't of came to the party knowing that Josh was here. I shouldn't of gotten drunk like Ethan told me to. I should of asked my friends to come with me or even Ethan.
Once he was done he got off and him and his friends laughed walking out. "Ey bro I got it on record" I heard one of his friends saying walking out. I sit up with my knees to my chest crying begging for Ethan to come up but I couldn't move, I was frozen.
Grayson comes in and sees me. "Oh my god y/n what happened? are you okay?" I didn't reply, I just sat there trying to cover myself. "Right I'm going to get Ethan". Ethan comes running in. "B-baby w-wht happened? who the fuc- JOSH".
ETHAN'S POV:
I see what happened with y/n and I knew exactly who it was. I went running out of the room looking for Josh. I heard y/n screaming my name but I didn't stop.
I saw him in the back with his friends. I walk over to him and punch him right in the face. He falls and I get on top of him punching him uncontrolablly. Someone pulls me off. "YOU FUCKING SICK PRICK YOU JUST RAPED Y/N" "WHAT THE FUCK MAN NO I DIDN'T". I look at his friends and they look at each other giving each other a guilty look. "YES YOU DID YOUR FUCKING FRIENDS JUST LOOKED AT EACH OTHER GIVING A LOOK YOU ABSOLUTE SICK CUNT BURN IN HELL".
I went to hit again but Grayson pulled me back, dragging me inside. "Ethan stop y/n just wants to go home" "Jesus christ where is she?" "Upstairs with her friends helping her get dressed".
I walk upstairs and I see her shaking on the bed. "I'll bring you home now babe and we'll sort this out". I go to grab her but she flinches away like she's afraid I'm going to hurt her like Josh.
We get home and we haven't talked. We go upstairs and she's now in her pyjamas. "Hey babe" "H-hi" "Babe I'm so sorry I should of been there" I go to touch her and she shifts away once again. "Y/n I'm not going to hurt you". "GO AWAY ETHAN DO NOT TOUCH ME" she storms into the bathroom and locks herself in and I hear her cry.
I walk over to the door. "Y/n baby please open this door. I won't hurt you I promise. I old you I'd keep you safe but I did a shitty job of keeping you safe. Tomorrow we will sort this out and will go to the police and do whatever we can. Just please come out". She unlocks the door and hugs me straight away.
"E-Ethan i-it w-was m-my fault" "No it wasn't" "Yes it was just listen, I shouldn't of worn a dress that showed so much chest, I got drunk even after you told me to, I didn't go to the bathroom with any friends and I couldn't do anything because he was s-so s-strong". "Y/n look at me, this is not your fault nor it is mine the only person to blame here is Josh and his friends do not blame yourself. You said no and they didn't accept that. Now please promise me that you'll stop blaming yourself" "I-I promise" "Right let's get to bed and tomorrow we will sort all this out"
We got into bed and she was wearing my clothes. She was still shaking and crying. I kissed her forehead and cuddled her and we soon fell asleep.
The next day we went to sort things out and he was not getting away with this.
HEY LOVELIES THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING. I HOPE THIS DIDN'T AFFECT YOU. JUST REMEMBER THAT RAPE IS NEVER YOUR FAULT. REQUESTS ARE OPEN ND PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT♥
