"Hey baby I'm going out to the lads" "Oh you said you were going to spend time with Tara and take her out" "Oh yeah emm I'll be back before 3 I promise" "Hhhh okay you better keep that promise" "I will now I gotta go bye love you" "Love you too".
I plop onto the couch thinking that he won't come back in time and he'll forget because you know people never change, they might seem like they do but deep down they're they exact same as they were. "Hey mommy I'm ready for me and daddies day out". She came down wearing dark grey dress that Grayson bought her, white Converse and her hair in a messy bun and a black and white head band that I done earlier on.
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"Oh baby he's gone out for a while but he'll be back before 3". She was now upset and it seemed like she was going to cry. "Oh okay". I lifted her up onto my knee. "Hey baby don't cry he'll be back before 3 o clock and you'll spend the rest of the day together he's just gone out for something important" "O-o-okay mommy". She gave me a huge hug and wrapper her arms around my neck.
I feel like this whole 'acting like a family' thing is going to fuck up soon. I don't know why it just seems like Grayson isn't ready to be here even though he practically begged to be back in my life and be apart of Tara's.
My family and friends think I kinda made the wrong decisions and that I might fuck up my life because well he proposed a while back and I said yes of course. We're getting married in February.
It was now 4 and Grayson still wasn't home and there was no word from him so I texted him.
Hey babe when will u be back? Tara's really upset that you're not here please text me ASAP or come home straight away x
No reply. Great. Tara was now getting tired and seemed like she was ready for bed. "I'm sorry that daddy disappointed us he's just very busy" I explained to her even though he's not busy. "It's okay there's always tomorrow" "Exactly now you look like you need to get to bed" "Yes please" "Righttttt leggo".
I bring her upstairs and get her into her pyjamas and bed. Once she's fast asleep I walk back downstair and text Grayson again.
Hey where r u seriously? it's now half 8 and you haven't answered my text all day. There's no need to rush home she's in bed now anyways thanks for hurting her
20 MINUTES LATER
Grayson come on answering your fucking phone
30 MINUTES LATER
Was this a mistake? Do u really want to be part of this family anymore?
1 HOUR LATER
*No answer off Grayson Dolan
*No answer off Grayson Dolan
*No answer off Grayson Dolan
Fuck u if u don't want to take this seriously then fuck off we don't need u we went 3 whole years without and we can go wayyyyyy more.
I sit at the kitchen island brushing my fingers through my hair feeling frustrated. I look at the clock and it's half 11. He was gone for 12 hours. I check my phone to see if he had seen my messages but no he hasn't. Next thing I heard was the front door opening. I walk to the kitchen door and look at the front door with my arms crossed waiting for Grayson to come in.
"Oh hey baby" "Don't hey baby me you were gone for 12 hours and you said you would be back before 3 to collect Tara and spend the day with her but no you disappointed her" "Look I'm sorry I forgot" "You forgot to spend the day with your daughter?" "Yeah" "Jesus Christ Grayson and why didn't you answer your phone all day?" "It went dead" "You could of texted me off of one of your friend's phone" "Look I completely forgot fuck sake" "I LET YOU INTO MY FUCKING HOME AND INTO OUR LIFE BECAUSE SHE IS YOUR CHILD GRAYSON AND NOW YOU ACT LIKE YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT HER" "CAN I NOT HAVE FREE TIME" "WHEN YOU'RE A PARENT YOU DON'T HAVE MUCH FREE TIME BUT YOU DON'T MIND BECAUSE YOU SPEND IT WITH YOUR KIDS FOR FUCK SAKE"
"Do you know what y/n?" "What Grayson?" "I am so fucking glad I left the day you told me you were pregnant and now I regret coming back. All Tara fucking wants is to be up my fcuking hole like her mother".
I look behind Grayson and I see Tara standing at the end of the staircase with her teddy in her arms and her onsie. Her face was all red and puffy. She may be 3 but she isn't stupid. I walk past Grayson and pick her up.
"Get out Grayson" "I-I'm sorry I didn't meant to I-I" "We've heard enough of it Grayson. You are the exact same boy as you were 3 years ago. Like I said before we done 3 years without you and we can go alot further so get the fuck out of my house". He just stands there, mouth opened and eyes full of tears. "P-pl" "OUT GRAYSON".
Tara was snuggled into my neck, covering her ears from all the screaming. She was shaking. He put his head down and walked towards the door."W-what about my stuff" "They'll be in a bag tomorrow on the front porch". He walked out with his head down. He had o where to go but that was none of my concern.
"Ii-s daddy g-gone?" "Afraid so sweetie". She cried so much that it was like she was about to get sick. "We don't need him now lets get you to bed and tomorrow me and you will have a girls day out" "O-okay I love you mommy" "And I love you pea". I put her back to bed and gave her kiss. I got into my bed and cried for the whole.
Grayson Dolan never changed. I thought that it was hard when he left but when he came back and left again it was harder. Especially for Tara. She now knows why her father left and she will always remember what happened tonight.
HEY LOVELIES. THANK YOU FOR READING. YEAH I DIDN'T WANT A HAPPY ENDING LOL SORRY. PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT. REQUESTS ARE OPEN
