Too Many Drinks | Lams

Chapter 13

  "What's wrong," Alex chuckled to himself, "A lot of things are wrong John."

  "Alex.. please," John muttered softly.

  "John, I can't bear knowing you aren't safe in your bed, here. Every party you go to I worry, just a little some nights, too much others. Last night, last night was a mess John. I threw up," he paused looking out the window, "I told the girl I wasn't going to see her anymore."

"You what?!" John yelled. Hearing that Alex left the girl he had been flirting with same as an utter shock, "But just yesterday you seemed so happy?"

  "Till I realized my real happiness was taken away." He smiled softly, tears still in his eyes, "I never should have been mad about you hanging with Thomas. I was just afraid you would leave my side for him.." his voice trailed off," ..like last night."

"Alex.. look at me," John paused until Alexanders gaze met his own. Pain littered his face. There seemed to be a slight shake to him as he tried to choke back tears, "I will never not stop being here for you, I should have told you from the start," John bit his lip not knowing if he wanted to say what he was thinking.

"Don't do that," Alex muttered.

"Do what?" John spoke, then biting back down on his lip.

"Bit your lip, it makes me want to," Alex stopped.

"Want to what?" John asked cocking his head sideways slightly.

"Kiss you.." Alex pulled John closer, there faces just centimeters apart, "May I?" He asked.

"You may," John spoke softly it was barely audible.

There eyelids fell shut as they closed the small space between one another. Their lips locked together, a feeling scattered throughout Alexanders body that he had never felt kissing a girl before. It felt indescribable. Which confused the man of so many words. They sat there like that for a moment before pulling away. Alexanders has left lying open. A faint wow escaping John's lips.

"I finally figured it out John, I like you, " Alex smiled.

John chuckled, "I've liked you for a while Alex," John pulled Alexander in for a hug wiping his eyes.

"What now?" Alex asks.

"How about you get some sleep?" John smiled happily, Alexander liked him, he really did like him.

"Can.. can you, lay in bed with me?" A faint blush spread across Alex's face, a crimson red.

"Of course, how about we both change into something more comfy first," John got up grabbing a plain tee and sweatpants.

"Alright," Alexander spoke grabbing his own comfy clothes and slipping into the bathroom.

John quickly changed in a side room, his heart racing. He had waited for so long to hear that Alexander liked him, to know what thee Alexander Hamiltons lips felt like on his own. Now he found out, and it was ten times more amazing than anything that he had ever experienced. He walked back into their room, Alex already under the comforter. John crawled in next to him, examining his face, he noticed Alex's eyelids drooping shut.

He kissed Alex's forehead gently, "Sleep well, Lex."

"Goodnight John," Alex curled up, falling asleep almost instantly.

John chuckled quietly, it was morning but he wasn't going to correct him, he looked cute asleep. John closed his eyes deciding a few more hours of rest wouldn't kill him.