Too Many Drinks | Lams

Chapter 14

Alexander was lying on his bed, his clean sheets, nicely made, he's legs brought closer to his chest, a leather bound notebook resting on his knees. He wrote quickly, scribbling onto the paper.

"What you writing?" John asked sweetly sitting at the foot of Alexander's bed. They had woken up a few hours after the kiss, and were continuing along with there day, not really mentioning it, just being more caring when they talked to one another.

Alex looked at John taken aback a little, he had never really asked that before. "I'm writing," he paused deciding he'd tell him, "I'm writing about us," he let his voice fade to nothing.

"What about us?" John perked up, almost hopeful.

"About.. the kiss," he spoke softly, like a whisper, like he'd be arrested if anyone heard him.

"Can I read it?" John smiled at Alex reassuringly, as if signaling he wouldn't judge him. Alex simply nodded, saying nothing as he slipped the worn down book into his lap. John brushed his fingers against the first few words,

John Laurens,
what have you done to me? With dark brown locks curled into tangles, usually drawn back in a single black tie, a litter of freckles scattered among your skin, like an angel  has kissed you a million times. Your lips as soft as the clouds in the sky, and as pink as the coral in the waters. You never know what longing truly means until something is gone. As I watched you slip away from me with every step you took, a pain grew heavier and heavier deep within my chest with every single look. Who ever thought you'd have feelings for the man you called, "best friend." As I held you in my arms, we kissed, our lips collided, as my head dismissed every thought in the world except for this, this feeling indescribable, of comfort, caring and bliss. Your touch is like an adrenaline rush, that corses through my veins, I hope to hold you close, and that everything we have shall remain. My eyes are now open to the most beautiful man, that I pray to call mine.

  Saying John was stunned was an understatement, he was awestruck. He had no words to say, he looked back at Alexander who had he's legs folded, criss-crossed on the bed. John moved closer to him, setting the notebook on the dresser. Alex grabbed Johns's hand placing it gently onto Alexander's check. John leaned closer sitting in front of Alexander on the bed. He looked at his eyes, Alex simply nodded understanding what John had meant with the eye contact. John leaned inwards pressing their lips together. A buzz sent throughout his body. John kept his hand gently pressed on the side of Alex's face, while Alexander tangled his fingers into Johns hair. John pulled away pressing their foreheads together closely, he whispered, "Absolutely Indescribable."

A/N I'm so sorry for never updating I had so much writers block and no motivation but I promised my friend I'd update. <3 I hope this was alright.