I've come to a point in my life where I don't know anything
I'm like a walking zombie
Everyday losing my humanity
Everyday losing the ability to feel
Everyday losing a part of me
Everyday getting numb
But then again I ask myself,
What makes me human?
Is it because I have feelings?
Is it because of the way I am?
Is it because I was brought into this world by a human?
Or is it because I was told I am human?
But then I again I don't know anything anymore
I don't know what friendship is anymore
The people I call friends don't fit the definition I found on the dictionary
They are not what I expect them to be
They don't understand me
I can't run to them
I can't tell them what I'm thinking about
But then again,
I don't know anything anymore
What I thought I knew was all wrong
Everyone is not what I expected them to be
Or maybe I expect too much
I have the burning hope that one day there will be
There will be something to look forward to
People I can look forward to
A friendship I can look forward to
A love I can look forward to
But then again I don't know anything anymore
Or maybe I never knew anything in the first place
Maybe everything was just misread
Maybe I read the chapter the way I wanted to read it
I understood it the way I wanted to understand it
But then again I don't know anything
Anymore???
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PoetryPoems written by me, myself and I. Wrote them with a mind full of words wanting to be let out and shared to the wonderful people of Wattpad. Just wanted to share my veeery wild thoughts and try to find myself through writing.
