First time I called it love
Second time I called it like
Third time... I called it lust
For the first time in the holidays,
I did not worry about the days
I realised that there is something called happiness
No loneliness
I thought I knew
I really thought I knew what love is
The way you kissed,
Made me realise how much I missed
I never wanted the holidays to end
But now that they are
I realised that... all I thought was love
Was just lust
All gone like dust
I do not know how to feel
Or what to say
But one thing for sure is,
That I was probably love struck
All good things come to an end
It feels like it was just temporary
The more we did not see each other
The more the feelings went away
It feels like you got bored of me
While I thought you loved me
Am I that boring?
I guess I never realised that
Love is a very strong word to use
And I was afraid to lose
To lose that feeling
Even though it wasn't real
Well I'm always too oblivious to notice
But you made me feel like any other girl
Like any other teenage dream
I sometimes wonder if you really liked me
Or was it just pity?
I thought you were my clarity
Only to find out it was just my insanity
I thought you were my remedy
But... you were actually my tragedy
I just wanted to experience teenage love
But damn... what was I thinking?
Or maybe I just was not thinking
I did not even think about blinking
Just tried keeping it cool
When everything was just bull
....as always
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PoetryPoems written by me, myself and I. Wrote them with a mind full of words wanting to be let out and shared to the wonderful people of Wattpad. Just wanted to share my veeery wild thoughts and try to find myself through writing.
