25. Heart

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This heart of mine
Betrayed me today
You it made thine
When you kissed her today

"Stop!! Please stop!!!"
That's all my heart could cry out
I whimpered as it whimpered
Whereas my mind was out of it
My mind was too high and drunk
"Fuck that shit!! Fuck him!! And fuck her!!"
That's all my mind could utter
Deep down I know I should've told her
But then again, I had to let him go for her
That's what friends are for...
Right???

Why is it so hard to be selfish?!
Why is it so easy for a heart to shatter?!
I learned not to fight over a guy
Not to cry over a guy

But the way he kissed her, and touched everywhere,
It blew me away into a sea I drowned in
A sea where I couldn't breath

And all I wanted was for him to let her go
Stop kissing her and touching her everywhere
This is only the third time my heart has seized to be stable,
And every time it gets worse
I fall harder

And I blame it on that thing that keeps breathing for love it cannot find

Sorry guys!! This poem is messed up just like my heart and head right now. I just came back from a party and witnessed the most heart shattering scene in my life💔 I know that sounds pathetic but what can I do when I have an organ called a heart

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