I can hold my breath
I can bite my tongue
I can stay away for days
If that's what you want
Be your number one
I can fake a smile
I can force a laugh
I can dance and play the part
If that's what you ask
Give you all I am
I can do it
I can do it
I can do it
But I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human
I can turn it on
Be a good machine
I can hold the weight of worlds
If that's what you need
Be your everything
I can do it
I can do it
I'll get through it
But I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human
I'm only human
I'm only human
Just a little human
I can take so much
'Til I've had enough
'Cause I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human
~
After our pizza, Al and Ed walked me home ..........!!!!^-^
He invited me to his house, and gave me a tour. I was in his room, talking to Ed while Al made dinner for them and their dad.
"So how's your mom?"I asked.
"She's getting better, she might be able to come home next week. So Emma... what about your mom?"Ed asked.
"Uh..welllll....... She's dead. Suicide." I said as they gasped.
"Sorry...I didn't-"
"It's okay. Its not like you made her do it." I said, getting out my locket and opening it.
"That's her....." I said showing him.
She had blue eyes and long silver-green hair. (Picture at the side ->)
"....did you use to live in Resembool?" Ed asked.
I nodded. "Uh.....yeah my mom.... but we suddenly had to move after Lacey was born."
".... Do you remember anything else?"
"Yeah..... there were three kids.... I remember one of them hated being called small! His brother........"I looked at Ed.
"............................ are you....?"I asked.
"We used to play everyday, but you disappeared out of the blue. We had to move here because our mom needed a better hospital. Winry came along for the school experience, since her granny felt it would be easier to keep an eye on us....."Ed trailed off. "Im sorry about your mother...."
"...... It's okay......... we were home and........ she was, she wasn't moving and-there were pills everywhere and I got scared and called my grandpa upstairs, he called the cops, she was already dead and then Alistair moved out and-" I trailed off, wiping my tears. Ed got up, walking over to me and hugging me.
"It's okay.....I've got you..."he told me, stroking my head. I hugged him, just crying. I probably got his shirt wet..........=_=
DAMN U TEARS!
Al had invited me for dinner, but it was getting late. He wrapped something up for me, which was nice. I said bye to him and Ed walked me home. Their dad wasn't there yet...
The sun was setting.... and there was a nice glow to the evening.
"Sorry about your shirt...and not remembering you." I told him.
He looked at me, then started laughing.
"W-What's so funny?!" I asked.
"Hahaha! Write...I can't believe your apologizing for that, my shirt! It's totally fine, Emma." he smiled. I blushed, looking away.
"Okay...." I mumbled.
We talked about random stuff, like why Ed hated milk, calling it cow juice. I hated jelly, cuz I thought it was weird to put it on sandwiches.... well, it is! Al loved cats and usually brought them home, his dad worked as a philosopher, which meant he left home a lot. We made it to my house, and the lights on the living room were on, meaning Lacey was doing homework.
"Emma....."Ed called.
"Yes?" I asked, looking at him.
You can guess what happened.......
He kissed me.. HE KISSED ME?!?!
"...I know it's sudden.. especially since you just remembered me and all... but I think ....I'm in love with you... and I was wondering if you'd like to be my girlfriend.... ... ever heard of love at first sight?" he said, smiling sadly.
......wut
I didn't respond.
"... Sorry, I-"He began.
"I do......"
"Wha-"
"I want to b-be your girlfriend..." I said, blushing and having a determined or constipated look on my face. He smiled, kissing my cheek.
"Ok... see you tomorrow then....." he said, waving. I waved back, blushing like an idiot.
I stumbled inside, falling on the couch.
"What happened to you?" Lacey asked as Garnett licked my palm.
"Hormones...." I told him.
Gramps worked late and I gave Lacey a bathe and then have myself one, Lacey and I then had some of Al's amazing dinner. I told gramps about going to the hospital, and he wanted me to give them his condolences.
I went to bed happy and confused....!
