My Open Heart

Left

A day

I stayed up and cried for endless hours

I felt like I was carrying a million towers

I broke down when I left you flowers

You took all of my will powers

A week

When I saw your body, it crossed the line

You took what was rightfully mine

I broke down, cried and whined

I soon left the funeral, saying I was fine

A month

I find myself staring into space

Longing again to see your face

I later found out my tears were a waste

And understand why you left this place

A year

People say it takes time to heal

But I found out it's easier not to feel

I no longer hunger for a meal

My feelings are now fully concealed

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Sometimes every day it rains

But I have been told I'm going insane

Why'd you make me feel this pain?

My heart wasn't there to steal

I will never be the same

I will never fully heal

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Hey guys for the late update! I have been quite busy. I just started school and that means homework, but on the other side of that, I have volleyball and band. I'm sorry if I post late but I decided to just post every Sunday that I am able to, or I guess when I am able to. Also, I am very sorry if this is bad! I made this in like an hour and it's all crappy! I had no good writing ideas and I could even think of the simplest lines, it was hopeless! I just hope this satisfies you guys somewhat :p Love ya guys for those who still read my poems and I hope ya'll have an outstanding day! 

-Joanna <3