MAGCON Imagines

Taylor Caniff // Sad

Lately Taylor has been very distant from me. But I don't know why. It's been on my mind ever since he went to that party last Friday. I didn't want to go, since I had a huge essay to write for English class. Surely he wouldn't be mad at me for that would he?

I decided to go over to his house to confront him about it. We've barely hung out since then and even when he did, he kept his distance from me. Every time I tried to kiss him or hug him, he'd flinch and push me away.

I hope he isn't losing feelings for me, that would surely break me.

I arrived at his house, finding it empty. I guess his parents aren't home.

"Taylor? Hello? Are you home?" I questioned into the empty space.

I heard noises coming from upstairs so I quickly walked up the steps.

Opening Taylor's room the sight in front of me broke my heart.

"T-Taylor? Wh-what's going on..." I stuttered sadly. There he was, on his bedroom floor in a fetal position, sobbing his eyes out.

Taylor quickly lifted his head up and met my eyes. Oh gosh. His eyes were bloodshot, making him look sleep deprived. The bags under his eyes making him look like a zombie. And his tear stained checks, what happened to him?

"Y/N wh-what are you doing here?" Taylor asked scooting away from me and backing up into the corner.

"Taylor...what happened to you? You know you can tell me everything right?" I told him as I walked to where he was, cornered by the wall.

"Y/N n-no no stop. Don't no s-stop please." Taylor hiccuped in-between his sobs, using his arm weekly and blocking me from him.

"What, was it something I did Taylor?" I asked sadly, crying quietly. What happened to my poor boyfriend?

"No I c-can't keep this f-from you anymore. But you're going to h-hate me and break up with me. I-I don't want to lose you Y/N!" Taylor said frustrated sobbing even more and louder.

"Taylor I promise you're not going to lose me, just please tell me what happened. I want to know what caused you to be like this." I cried even more.

"Y/N I thought it was you, I re-really did. I'm s-s-so sorry, please don't break u-up with me, I can't loose y-you," Taylor cried wrapping his arms around himself.

"I-it was a mistake, I'm s-so sorry Y/N!"

"Taylor come here, just tell me. It's okay, we'll be okay. I won't leave you, I love you too much to do that." I told him, opening my arms out.

Taylor slowly crawled towards me. Hesitation in his eyes before he finally threw his arms around my waist. His sobs were even louder if that was possible, the tears coming out of his eyes were never ending. The sight in front of my broke my heart little by little.

I wrapped my arms around him, cradling him in my lap like a baby. Smoothing down his messy hair I asked him,

"Okay Taylor, you can tell me now. What happened?"

"I-I...I k-kissed Amanda, I k-kissed her at the party. I'm s-so sorry Y/N. I thought it was y-you, I really did. After I realized it wasn't you, I pushed her off of me. I was just s-so drunk. Please d-dont leave me, it was a m-mistake." Taylor finally confessed while he held me even tighter, his grip on me like a little baby monkey.

Amanda? He kissed his ex-girlfriend...? It all makes sense now. Why he was so distant from me. Why he'd flinch every time I tried to kiss or hug him.

"Taylor...Taylor. I'm not mad at you." I said slowly, hoping this would process into his mind.

"W-what? You're n-not mad?" Taylor whispered slowly lifting his head off my lap, his happy brown eyes looking into mine.

"No I'm not honestly. I would be mad but the fact that you've been crying your eyes out for the past hour shows me that you care for me. And that you feel guilty of what you did. I forgive you Taylor." I confessed to him, smiling at him while I ran my fingers through his hair.

"Are you serious Y/N? W-what? You should be mad at me though. I kinda cheated on you. I don't deserve someone like you." Taylor pouted, sticking out his soft pink lips.

"Taylor it doesn't matter. What happened in the past, will stay in the past."

"B-but, b-but..."

"No Taylor stop. I'm serious. I love you, I love you so much. I could never break up with you. No matter what happens, I could never do it." I told him, holding his face in my hands gently, forcing him to look me in the eyes so he knew I wasn't lying.

"What did I do to find someone as amazing as you." Taylor smiled at me, showing off his braces, which was very rare with him.

"I should be asking the same thing." I smiled back, hugging him.

"I love you Y/N, more than you could ever imagine." Taylor said before he connected his lips with mine.

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I hoped you liked this one :)
I actually wrote this in English class because Romeo and Juliet was boring me...lol
Hope it wasn't bad!

-xoxo Sabrina