My First Time

FIRST COOL OFF

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FIRST COOL OFF~

"If you truly love the person, listen to your heart and not all the voices from the people around you."

Emotions goes like this..

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Ang pinaka masakit na "goodbye" ay yung hindi pa naririnig ng tenga ko pero ramdam na ramdam na ng puso mo. :'(

Sabi nila kapag lumagpas na kayo ng 1year, mas madalas na yung away, magsasawa kayo at magiging dry na sa isa't-isa. I used to think that was crazy, laughing as I say it wouldn't happen. But wait, para atang nagiging usual na yung pag-aaway namin? Sometimes we both get mad without knowing the reason why. Mas lumalala ang pag-aaway. Nagsasawa na ba siya? What about me? All I do is think how our relationship now. I want to buy some "kwitis" para naman sana magka-spark ulit.

Nasasaktan ako dahil almost 1 month na kaming ganito, pero bakit hindi niya pansin? Sigh. It hurts so much that she doesn't even know what I'm feeling right now. Pansinin mo naman Audrey! :'(

Pag iniisip ko yun, may background music pa.

Just Let It Go~

Never could imagine life without you,

From the moment you walked into my world

Never knew how long a loving flame would burn,

But losing you has forced me to learn.

That we can't change the way we feel inside

And every try at love never turns out right

We both know,

It's better if we just let it go..

So loet's have,

One last kiss,

One last touch,

One last tender moment between us..

One last dance to our first song,

While pretending there's nothing wrong

Lets lay here for a while,

And cherish every moment we're in denial

We both know its better if we just let it go

Naiiyak na naman ako. I told her about our problem. At ayun nga hindi niya man lang pansin na nagiging dry na nga 'tong relationship namin. Nasanay lang daw siguro siya dahil busy ako masyado this past few weeks. Akala ko pa naman effort na yung ginagawa ko na itext sya pag may time ako magpahinga. Bakit ganun? Sigh.

Everytime I try to take a stand at all

I see your face again and I fall

In the middle of the night there's a scent of a rose

The smell of your perfume I suppose

But we can't change the way we feel inside

And every try at love never turns out right

We both know, it's better if we just let it go

So let's have,

One last kiss,

One last touch,

One last tender moment between us..

One last dance to our first song,

While pretending there's nothing wrong

Lets lay here for a while,

And cherish every moment we're in denial

We both know its better if we just let it go

"Sometimes, even if she hurts you a thousand times. You're still there waiting, waiting and hoping that things will go back."

I tried to fix this problem, but no matter what I do, it's never enough. Am I missing something? We tried to talk about this, pero mukhang wala talagang mangyayari. Dumating sa point na I need space na. (Yh. Masakit sakin 'to. Promise) But I know makakabuti sa kanya yun at sa akin na din.

Pero mas nasaktan lang ata kami lalo ng gawin ko yun? But she needs time to think. At pumayag na naman siya. Bakit nung pumayag siya lalo lang akong nasaktan? Gusto kong pigilan niya ko pero kailangan talaga e. Yh. Ang gulo ko lang. ANG SAKIT E! (Iyakan at inuman nananaman 'to) Sigh. T*ngina naman e! :'(

Maybe if we met each other under a different sky,

Maybe then things would be

much better between you and I..

We can always hold on to this

one special thing we share

But it would be too much for us to bare

So lets have,

One last kiss,

One last touch,

One last tender moment between us..

One last dance, to our first song,

Almost every night umiiyak ako dahil hindi ko na alam kung anong iisipin ko. Yung pinaka masakit pa sa lahat ng pain na mararamdaman mo is when you suffer in silence.

While pretending there's nothing wrong

Lets lay here for a while,

And cherish every moment we're in denial..

We both know its better if we just let it go,

Let it go,

Let it go...

[From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/0-9/4tune-lyrics/just-let-it-go-lyrics.html]

It's better if we just let it go..

Oh diba? Lyrics pa lang masakit na, kaya eto mas lalo akong naiiyak habang nafefeel ko 'tong malungkot na kanta. Yung feeling na parang sasabog yung puso ko dahil sa sakit na nararamdaman ko.

Bagay daw sa akin yung lyrics ng "Same ground" sabi ni Amber. Yung part na "I don't understand why I'm feeling so bad now, when I know it was my idea". Oo nga no? And it feels shit. </3

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