My First Time

MY FIRST TIME by Betheoneforyou

I was busy doing nothing, reading the stories of strangers. And then i thought, why can't i tell the story of mine? She was'nt there with me but i only have one place to look to find her. I raise my hand over my chest and hear that beating, and i swear she's there. I smile as i did, remembered her face which was more perfect than perfect to me, and then that fire came, Inspiration got me. I took a pen and a paper about to write the greatest love story anyone is going to ever read.

And it's our story..

-Alex Reinheart

A stranger, suddenly became your world <3

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BEFORE MY FIRST TIME~

"Sometimes, life is one grand surprise. Things you hardly expect become the things you face tomorrow."

Flashback*

This has to end, this has to stop. I can't take another breath because my heart starting to lose its song. Nahihirapan na ako. Am i asking too much? Gusto kong bigyan niya ko kahit konting oras lang niya. Just a little time is too much? Yun lang. Pano naman ako diba? I've done and said everything i can, but i always get sleepless nights and a river of tears. Nakakapagod din masaktan na parang ayaw mo ng magmahal pa ulit. I don't wanna cry anymore, pero nasasaktan talaga ako sa mga oras na binabalewala niya ako. Gusto ko siyang intindihin sa mga bagay na kailangan niyang gawin. And i thought kaya ko siyang intindihin because of the fact na mahal ko siya. Sigh. Nakakasawa din pala. She made me wonder if love truly is pure, or does it even exist.

Time went by, she and i said goodbye. Bakit everytime i get serious relationships, instead of being happy, sa huli mas nasasaktan lang ako? Sabagay, kahit gaano mo pa seryosohin ang isang bagay, minsan papalpak ka muna, magkakamali at masasaktan ng paulit-ulit para matutunan mo at makuha mo ng tama.

I don't want this to happen. Ang araw na alam kong mangyayari at mangyayari din. Kaya naisip ko na balik na lang sa dating gawi, just go with the flow. At least dun i will never get hurt again.

But before she left she made me believed that fairytales like ours don't really happen and i thought i'd be thinking of that forever.

"Sometimes, you just have to get hurt for you to learn more about things."

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But i was wrong, when completely by coincidence, that simple uninteresting day happen to be the moment i saw everything i believe was a lie, because she was the princess of my fairytale. And she was my first.

Hi i'm Alex Reinheart. I'm 17, just your average simple person. And i'm in love with the girl i met completely by chance. I can play the guitar, i can dance and write songs but she, she completely rocked my world. I still can't believe that she fell for me. Fell from heaven when all i am was a heart crazy for her. And all that i remember, all that i can feel is everything.

Hmm. Si mama ko teacher, so papa ko naman OFW. And i have 3 gorgeous sisters. I'm now taking BS Psychology in the Exupery University and 3rd year nako niyan. 'Di kami mahirap, but we're not rich, sakto lang. Fair-skin color, quite tall at cute. Whahaha! Joke lang. Medyo-medyo lang muna. ^_____^ Kapal no?

Marami nagkakagusto sakin dahil sa cute daw ako, maappeal daw ako at marami daw akong talent. Meron daw sakin na 'di nila maexplain. (DAW?) Pero walang duda na mabait talaga ako. (Aaminin ko naman e. :P) Ewan ko ba, naguguluhan nga din ako minsan e. Parang iba yung nakikita ko sa nakikita nila. (Alam kong magugulat ka din.) And yeah, marami na rin akong nakarelasyon, minsan seryoso, madalas naman hindi.