Hurt People ❉ j.g

Part 13

-Simone POV-

Luckily - I had avoided Jason the entire day.

It was actually pretty childish but I couldn't bare to see him or I knew I'd lose it. We had caught eyesight this morning - but he shot me a glare and walked away with his squad.

The last period and ended so I stood at my locker, getting the necessary books and homework for tonight. I was eager to leave this place.

"So I'm fucking invisible." An angry yet familiar voice sounded behind.

I didn't even turn around. "Here to call me names again?" I snapped at Jason for the first time ever - he wasn't never like this which didn't give me reason to snap.

Jason gripped my arm harshly and yanked me around - he did it so subtly because nobody noticed it. But I felt his nails dig into my arm. He didn't let go and he squeezed my arm.

"Look at me when I speak to you Simone." Jason said through gritted teeth.

I didn't whimper but glared at Jason, not baring any kind of weakness he could feed from.

"Let go." I whispered.

"What?" Jason leaned closer, pressing me against the locker and brushing his lips against my ear. "Say it again, baby."

To anybody, it looked like we were having a cute moment but Jason's grip didn't loosen.

"Jason, please let go." My voice shook at the end - causing him to finally release his tight grip.

I exhaled slowly. My skin prickled.

Jason looked at me intensely, his dark blue eyes poured anger but possession into me. I wanted to punch him but I was so afraid - I didn't know what he would do if I even attempted that.

"You're so perfect." He whispered, his finger trailing down my cheek.

I would have loved it - should have been happy that he still loved me. But it felt all wrong and sick. Jason leaned forward and pressed his lips against mine.

There was still a burst of energy between us that made me want to scream. Why? Why did I still feel something but had so much resentment too.

Jason kissed me with a hunger that terrified me more than anything. I found myself kiss him back, to avoid any other tiff between us.

Seconds later, he pulled away making me look down - feeling flushed and embarrassed that people probably looked this way.

"Hey." Jason said softly - the change in tone made me look up abruptly. "Look I'm sorry for what I said...I love you alright?"

I nodded.

"You don't wanna say anything?" He frowned.

I quickly chirped up. "No - I uh it's fine, Jason."

But it wasn't.

"I love you." Jason said louder, knowing I didn't say it back the first time.

I caved. "I love you too." I said back just as Jack Gilinsky and his friends turned the corner and passed us.

As the words left my mouth, Jack met my eyes and then looked ahead like he pretended to have not heard it.

I wish I hadn't...

-

"How was your first day?" My mom and Aunt Audrey blasted Kay and Jake with questions. Uncle Luke was at work when we got home.

I greeted everyone in a blur and jogged upstairs to cool off. My head was kind of fuzzy - I felt irritated and boxed up here.

Maybe a run?