My Every Breath{Criss Angel Fanfic.}

~Six~

We finally made it! We were in Kansas, and man was it very wide open, and flat. I mean you could see for miles in every direction, and boy was it windy and dry. But there was something about the way the land seemed to roll, that made me like it. Johnny was watching tv with his uncles, and it was my turn once again to do the driving because the next stop would be my final stop for a while...where I was going to take my vacation. Mom was sitting in the passenger seat talking with me the entire time while checking out the scenery, she knew I was looking for something that I'd never had, and that I needed to find it. 

So she shut the doors that led from the rooms in the RV to the cab, so she could talk to me in private. I looked at her then at the road as I asked her what was troubling her, she turned to me and asked what was troubling me. I stayed silent for a while then told her that I was always and forever on the go, and never fulfilling my expectations. Then no matter how surrounded I was by millions of people I was feeling forever lonely, and I was not going to pick any more celebrity females, because all they did was lead me on, rob me blind, then ditch me for someone else and I was tired of getting my heart stomped on and smeared all over the ground.

I wanted something different, and I didn't care if the one I found was living in a fucking shoebox...I was going to find someone that had the love in their heart, and the wants to be with me and only me for the rest of my life...because I wanted a family to call my own. My mom noticed a few tears rolling down my eyes, even though I quickly brushed them away I knew she wasn't going to let it slide, so I told her that Johnny wasn't here by chance and that Shaunyl was letting me have him this one last time, because she called me while I was sitting in the airport waiting for Johnny alone, and she told me that she already had papers written up to gain full custody of him so she could live her life without me interfering in it. And the only times I would get to see my little boy would be on Christmas and Halloween, and there is nothing I could do about it because she already had it sealed thru the courts. My mom looked at me and asked how I knew it was for real or not...I pulled my phone out and told her to look at the three latest photos in the gallery. She pulled them up and saw the photos of the legal documents Shaunyl had written up and sent to me.

My mom stood up and walked over to me and gave me a big hug and told me how sorry she felt for me and for her grandson because taking all of us away from him was going to leave him heartbroken as well. I stopped the RV and told her that Shaunyl didn't give a flying fuck about Johnny's wants or needs...she just cared about her own personal life and making good with her new future husband, that didn't want me in the loophole because of Johnny. Once the RV was completely stopped I jumped out of the seat and went to the door and told her I needed to take a walk and get some air...because I was feeling suffocated.

JD and Costa got up and asked what was wrong with me so mom sat them both down and told them everything about what Shaunyl was doing to me...and it was tearing me up inside, knowing that this was the last time he would see him in a very long time. Costa was so pissed off he wanted to get that Australian wench on the phone and give her a good cussing out, but mom stopped him and told him to let me handle it, that if they interfered Shaunyl wouldn't even let me see Johnny on the holidays. Klayton was sitting in the back with Johnny snoozing away with Stutter and Hammie curled up with them.

I was walking around along the side of the road and when I looked by the roadside drain I noticed something moving around I stayed calm and ready to make a run for it in case it was a skunk, but when I knelt down and looked in the drain, it was a single living puppy laying on a pile of its dead siblings, I quickly picked him up and wrapped him in my shirt and raced to the RV and told mom to get me some kind of container and warm up some milk and give it to me. She came in with the bowl of warm milk then I stuck my finger in the milk and put it to the little guys mouth and tried to get him to lick it...after he did I slowly placed him next to the bowl and after a few seconds of sniffing it he lapped it up like there was no tomorrow. Mom looked up at me and said the poor little thing, but she felt better when he was eating on his own which meant he was weaned.

After he drank all the milk I went to the fridge and pulled out a little piece of lunch meat just to check if he would eat it...damn near took my finger off wanting it so badly! I gave him a few pats and gave him a couple more pieces. Then I hopped back in the driver's seat with the little guy in my lap and told my mom that I needed to get him to a vet so he could get a proper check up. Right when she heard me say that she knew I was going to keep him. She gave me a smile and said she was going to go do some light reading then take another nap. I told her that was fine, as I was stroking the little puppy with one hand as he slept in my lap as I drove to the nearest town that had a vet clinic, which was in a town called Concordia, Ks.