Reliving life

Chapter 16

"Ali what are you doing here?" I said in utter confusion.

I couldn't focus on anything, the nightmare was still running through my mind as I tried to sit up in my bed.

"It's time for school Em" She said as the concern spread across her face.

I looked around trying to take in my surroundings. It was then that I realised the sun was coming through my window and my clock read 8:30am.

"How long was I like that?" I asked my mum quietly.

"3 hours, I didn't know what to do. I rang 911 and they told me to let you ride it out. You're not going to school after that, Alison can stay with you if she wishes. I'm needed at work but call me if you need anything" and with that she left me and Alison alone in my room.

I knew she didn't know how to deal with my ptsd and that was ok with me. I didn't want to be a burden on anyone. I got up and had a shower, even though I had technically slept I was still exhausted from reliving the nightmare and screaming for so long. My vocal cords had been damaged and my voice sounded hoarse. I wanted to tell Ali I would be fine by myself and that she could go to school but I couldn't get the words out, my heart knew I needed her to stay.

I crawled back into bed and cuddled up into Alison's arms. My head was resting on her breast and my right leg was wrapped across her legs. I couldn't have been closer to her if I tried and feeling her arms wrapped protectively around me relaxed me no end. It seemed like I knew the cure to my ptsd was Ali but there was no way she could be with me every night and even just thinking about that made me anxious. I always managed to work myself up before falling asleep and that didn't help the situation.

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I awoke several hours later feeling more refreshed than I had done in months but when I felt around the bed it was empty. Panic came over me and I called out to Ali but received no reply. I quickly jumped out of bed and changed out of my pyjamas and into some shorts and a t shirt that were lying on my floor from yesterday, not even bothering to check my appearance in the mirror I ran down the stairs and to the front door.

I was just about to open the door when my senses caught up with my body and I realised I could hear music and someone singing in the kitchen. I entered the kitchen and I found Ali singing along to the radio and cooking pancakes which smelt delicious.

"Afternoon sleepy" she said as I walked up behind her and wrapped my arms around her waist.

"This smells amazing Ali but you didn't need to go to any effort" I replied in disbelief. No one had ever cooked for me apart from my parents.

"Nonsense, this isn't effort if it's for you" she replied as she turned around in my arms and placed a gently kiss on my lips.

My grip around her waist tightened and I lifted her up by her ass and walked her towards the counter. I wanted her so badly but she squirmed in my arms and I had to put her down before I dropped her.

"Eat first, play after" she said in a sultry tone and with a wink that made me want the food even less.

I silently agreed and took my plate over to the counter and where I stood and began to eat quickly. Barely stopping to breath and not having the patience to take the food to the dining room table and sit down to eat. I had more important things to do and this food had just become an obstacle that was in my way.

As soon as I swallowed the last bite I walked over to Alison who was leaning against the counter opposite me, not even bothering to clear away my empty plate I picked her up again by the ass and this time she wrapped her legs around my waist. I thought about taking her right there against the counter however being our first time together and probably her first time with a girl at least, I decided to make it special and carried her upstairs.

Placing her so she was led down on the bed with her legs still around my waist I placed kisses softly down her neck. As her legs wrapped tighter around me the kisses got more heated and I found myself on her lips. Our tongues fought for dominance in each other's mouths and due to me being on top of her I won. I closed my hands around the hem of her t shirt and lifted it up and over her head, throwing it on the floor as soon as it was removed.

My mouth left her lips and trailed down her body before reaching her breasts. I removed her bra with ease as she arched her back off of the bed and closed the gap between us. There was an electricity between us that sparked every time our skin connected. I paid attention to each breast equally, my tongue swirling over one and focusing mainly on her nipple. I had the other in my hand, caressing it and playing with her nipple in between my fingers. Her moans had started off soft but they got deeper and louder the longer I played with her body.

I left one hand on her breast and moved my lips down further, leaving a trail of wet kisses down her stomach before finally reaching her centre. Teasingly I placed kisses on her inner thighs before I pushed her legs apart with both of my hands. This was it. This was the moment that I had been waiting so long for. I was going to have sex with Alison DiLaurentis.