Pretty Little Bumble Bea /James Potter/ ❁book 1❁

❁Chapter 25❁

Chapter 25

"They come here all the time," Violet whispered, staring at the pained look on Remus face. The finally realization of what he was doing to his little sister as he watched through the tiniest crack in an almost closed door as she clung to the boy he called his best friend.

Tears rolled down her cheeks as she thought about the words she had spoken previously, the words of sadness and anger that she her brother was so mad, that the boy standing with his girlfriend was mad at her when it was so far from the truth.

Like most people who knew Bea, all he ever wanted was for her to be safe and free of danger. To be happy. And yet here she was crying out in pain as James held her in an empty classroom because she wasn't happy, she was so far from happy. But the only source of happiness she was getting was the boy her brother didn't want her to be with.

It sounded so stupid worded that way for her, that so much pain was caused because Remus said so. She wondered why she had let him control her life for so long. It was her life and she would do whatever the hell she pleased, she just wished that she had her brother back whilst she lived her life.

"You're not telling me something, Remus," Violet whispered, her voice barely audible but he was close enough to hear her. Close enough to hear the words he knew were coming for the longest time, and now that she had finally spoken them, he wasn't sure if he was ready to deal with what was to come.

She leads the way through corridor after corridor until she came upon a classroom of their own. The difference was that she knew the conversation they were about to have would be the farthest from pleasant.

Their classroom wasn't a place of relaxation, and a way from all things stopping them. Their classroom was a place of dread and a well needed conversation they both didn't want to have.

"We both know this isn't working," Violet whispered. Her hands on the desk whilst she heard the door close behind her. There was so many things the two needed to discuss, so many wrong doings and lies after lies spiralled into a relationship neither of them where happy in.

"Do we both have our reasons?" asked Remus, leaning against one of the desk with a frown on his lips. He could never deny that he cared for Violet, he really did. She was incredible and for a while he thought he liked her a lot, but he was keeping himself unhappy with her, because he didn't love her, he convinced himself that he could love her.

But he was playing with her feelings too.

He thought.

"For the longest time I've been living a lie," Violet spoke, unable to look him in the eye, "I told myself I loved you, I said I did. I said to everyone I did and merlin I've lived in this lie for so long that for a while I started to believe it.

I developed a crush on you, Remus, I did. I liked you for a while but it was all a lie, it was a lie I told back in second year because I scribbled something on a notebook and someone found out and then someone else did, and then it was just this thing that Violet liked Remus!

Violet liked her best friends brother! So, I continued to live in this lie and I even felt nervous telling Bea that I liked you and I don't know why because I didn't really like you, I just said I did. You're so amazing, Remus.

I can't deny that and I never would because I truly love you so much. I love you far too much to ever hurt you and I never wanted to, I didn't. But then the opportunity to have you came around and you were so down on yourself and I never wanted that to happen.

I'd lived this lie for so long maybe it could become real, so we kissed and it was good. You're a good kisser, Remus, bloody hell you have that going for you. But you can kiss someone and you don't feel anything, cause I never felt a thing, and that's not to say I don't love you Remus cause regardless of being in love with you, just being with you has made me realise just how amazing you are.