Angst Sort Of... I guess. Another day had past that you had not seen Youngjae, your 3 year boyfriend. He had been on tour for about 2 months now and you missed him so much. You'd think that a person who has been with an idol for a little more 3 years would be used to it by now, but each time he left it got harder and harder for you not to miss him so much.
You lied awake in your bed waiting for him to call you back. You had talked to him yesterday, for the first time since he had left, for almost an hour but he had to go because his hyungs needed his help with something important. Before ending the call he told you he would call you the next day at the same time, but a few hours had already passed and he hadn't called you yet. You got really sad that he didn't call and you started crying a little. This wasn't the first time this had happened. Last time he told you he would call you back the next day, you went an entire week without talking.
You couldn't call him because he could not receive calls while on tour unless it was urgent. You knew that he was really busy with his tour and all, but you still didn't want to have to sit around all day waiting for him to call you back. You looked up when you felt little licks on your cheek. Coco (Youngjae's dog) had jumped on to the bed and started giving you kisses, licking away your tears. It felt nice to be comforted by someone even though it wasn't the someone you wanted. Coco sat in your lap and you began petting the small puppy. You sat there for a while holding Coco and you thought about all of the things that Youngjae could have been doing at the moment. It made you feel like you were really pathetic because you were sitting in bed all day crying over something stupid.
You looked out the window and saw that it wasn't too late yet. The sun had not set yet and the sky was clear. You got out of bed and went to your closet. You found the red bathing suit that your cousin got you last year. It was a 2 piece. You hadn't worn it before because Youngjae thought it was too revealing and he didn't want other people staring.
You put it on and then put your hair in a messy French braid. You put on a small amount of water proof mascara and eyeliner. You then put a pink muscle tank and some black shorts on over your suit because you didn't want to just walk out of your apartment in a swim suit. Once you were done getting ready you went into the living room and put Coco on the leash that Youngjae had bought.
30 minutes later~
When you got to the beach the sun was setting and it was really pretty. People were just beginning to leave and it wasn't very crowded. You walked along the beach humming one of your favorite Got7 songs, Sick/It hurts. From time to time you would stick your toes into the water and splash around a little. Coco chased birds away and dug a few holes. Lots of people thought that she was really cute and they asked if they could pet her. She was having a great time because of all of the attention she was getting.
You had only been at the beach for an hour or two before you both got really tired. You sat in the sand for a while and watched as the sun was almost completely gone. You looked over at Coco and she was fast asleep on a blanket that you had layed out for the two of you. You felt your phone vibrate in your pocket, so you took it out and stared at the screen for a while.
You looked around and there was no one around except for a small group of people in the distance. They seemed like they were having lots of fun. It made you think of the last date you and Youngjae went on. It was your birthday and you had visited him at work while he was filming a music video. After the shoot he had a meeting but you snuck him out of it. Once you got out the two of you had gone to a river and had lunch. His hyungs covered for you guys because Youngjae had worked so hard and they knew that you guys didnt get to spend much time together anymore because of Youngjae's job. After lunch you went back to the dorm and the rest of Got7 had sang happy birthday to you. They gave you a gift and you loved it.
You looked back down at your screen and pressed the answer button.
"(Y/N) I'm so sorry I didn't call in time! I got caught up in this thing for the concert tomorrow. Good news after the concert tomorrow we only have 1 concert left then I can come home!! I can't wait to see you again, babe! How's Coco!?! Is she behaving?"
"Uh... yea Coco's behaving perfectly fine and I-I can't wait to see you either," you say trying to sound as happy as possible.
"Jagiya are you okay? You sound like your upset about something. Is it because I didn't call in time?"
You wanted to say yes but something held you back. "Um... no I'm fine it's nothing"
"Are you sure??"
"Yea, I'm fine oppa. I can't wait to see you again!"
"Okay (Y/N). I love you."
"I love you too, Youngjae"
~~To be continued ~~
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