Emotion 1 is what I like to call sadness. Sadness is like the monster under your bed. It only comes at the wee hours of night. You try to forget that it's there but your mind keeps going back to that fact like bees to honey. You can't help but to wonder about it. You sit in your bed hours and hours your curiosity consuming you like a furose beast. You hold onto the bed sheets planting yourself from looking for the horrific monster under your bed. What if there is something there. What if it kills me when I sleep. Your mind won't stop racing of all those what if. What if. What if. What if. Finally you can't take it anymore. You slowly move your torso over with your hands gripping the bed frame for dear life. You take a few minutes to wonder is there really something down there? Would if there is? You dip down to take a glance under.Thoroughly inspecting each and every corner of your bed. You slowly start to move down off of your bed. The bed starts to creak while you're almost to the ground. You struggle to get up but it's too late. PUM! You hit the scratchy carpet. Moving quickly you try to get up but it feels like something is weighing you down. The carpet scratches against your skin as something pulls you under the bed. You want to scream and kick but only a peep comes out nothing for anyone to hear. Giving up on life you let the monster slowly consume you. Just before your eyes get filled in with the redness of it. You see a person reaching out for you to grab their hand. They try and reach out to you but they miss. However all there is to do is watch them fade away and let the redness fill in your eyes and the tears stream down your face. You see sadness takes a hold of you and makes you feel like there's nothing anyone can do to make you happy. Sadness makes you feel like you are hopeless. It will isolate you from those who want to help. Most the time not many people will understand what you are going through but there are a lot of people that are willing to try to pull you out from under that bed and protect you from that monster the best they can.
