They D̶o̶n̶t̶ Know About Us // Niley

Chapter Eleven

I just sat there for what felt like hours starring at my phone.

I really dont know what to do, i really wanna talk to her but how can i since i just had the worst fight in the history of conversations?

Even if i hadnt fougt with her i still dont want to do this over the phone. God, i felt so bad, i really cant describe how this feels.

I just really wanna run over to her and kneel down and plead for forgiveness.

How can this girl make me feel so many different emotions, at the same time, and whether its love or hate it will all comes back to the fact that i started this.

My front door swung open and i turned around quickly. Olivia came storming in with a frown and furrowed eyebrows. She stops in front of me and opened her mouth.

"So you bumped into her and now she's knocked up?" She said "Seriously, which body part did you use to 'bump' into her?"

I shook my head and ignored her comment. "She's not pregnant,"

"Do you really expect me to believe that? Nick, she left a maternity ward after you spent a night in a hotel with her!" She raised her voice.

"I didnt cheat on you, Liv!" I lied.

"I dont care if you made a sex tape with Michelle Obama and it got leaked! All i care about is you need to clear things up because this is bad publicity for us!"

"Hold on, what did you say?" I asked.

"This is bad publicity-"

"No, you said you dont care,"

She left her mouth hung open and froze in place.

"I dont care about it because that's just a rumor and i only wanted to be supportive," She explained. "I know what you need right now is for people to not point out what you've done wrong,"

She smiled sweetly and took both of my hands.

"If you really done it," She continued.

I sighed. "Thanks," I mumbled.

"I know the world can make you sound like you're doing something crazy," She said "But everything will be okay."

Okay?

I dont even know what okay is.

Does it means i clear things up and say things like nothing happened between me and Miley and i have to live the rest of my life in guilt because i know thats not true and it would just break her more?

Or does it mean that i have a chance to make things right with her but it would end up worse because i feel that somehow im gonna break her again?

The world is just full of pain and damage. Nothing would be okay.

Every storm ends with sunshine but you know it's just gonna come back when the skies turns dark again.

Olivia tilt her head to the side and smiled "I think what you might need," She said "Is to let everyone know they shouldnt make stuff up about you, since you're taken."

"You need to show them whose boss,"

I lift my head up. "How do i do that?" i asked, intrigued.

Because honestly, part of me just wants this to be over, I just really liked to pretend that Miley's whole i-love-you speech never happened.

Because as much as i honestly want to hear it, i know we're better off without it.

Only love leads to heartbreak.