They D̶o̶n̶t̶ Know About Us // Niley

Chapter Fourteen

Nick's POV

"You only wanted to have sex with me,"

"You played with me like i'm a toy until you finally broke me,"

Her words cut through me like a three-sided blade.

I tried to speak but she continued talking. "You didnt love me enough, that's why you dont want to be with me"

I swallowed the lump in my throat.

Is this really how I made her feel? Or is she just saying these things because she wanted to hurt me as much as I hurt her?

Her beautiful blue eyes widened and it looked at mine directly like she's launching an arrow towards my chest.

"Even if you told me you loved me,"

I almost fell to my knees. I clearly had been so much of an asshole to make her say these words.

She hunged her head low and was starting to whimper.

I caught her hand and lift her face again.

Her eyes are wet, and I could see the pain in them. I tried to wipe her cheeks but she flinched away.

Before she could shove me I gripped both of her wrist and said "I mean it when I say I love you,"

"No," She whispered, giving me a light shove "You wished I hadn't said it, I know you did,"

"Only because I know it will only hurt you," I said, lifting both her hands to my chest.

"Just tell me one thing," She said in a raspy voice. "Why should I forgive you when you're going to leave me again?"

I felt my throat closed, like I was unable to speak, like the Gods have forbid me.

She looked away from my gaze, I knew she was dissapointed. "I wish I knew the answer, too." She whispered.

She slipped away from my grip and reached for the knob.

"Miley," I called behind her.

She turned to look at me "No, Nick you should leave," She said, Her voice cracking.

"Im saving you from yourself, from hurting me again," She continued "Just like you wanted."

"Please just-"

"Dont worry," She said cutting me off "If it's meant to be, we'll find our way back,"

"Well, what do you think this is?" I raised my voice and she stepped closer to me.

"This is not some kind of coincidence, Miley," I said "This is they way,"

Her face turned into an angry look "What the fuck is wrong with you?!" She said. "Why do you break me and chase me?"

"You told me we cant be together now you're saying we should? What kind of mind fuck this is, Nick?"

"All I know Is when I walked through that door," I replied, gesturing to the door "And when I saw you there,"

I paused. And she looked at me intrigued, waiting for me to continue.

I shook my head "Its like when I saw you those other times, like we had no idea we were going to meet,"

"I just," I ran my fingers through my hair, searching for the right words. "I just saw you there, and I just need to have you,"

"Oh my God," She mumbled, walking closer to me. "Wake up Nick!" She said, shoving me.

"You dont need to have me! You're probably just fucking horny-"

"I dont want you like that!" I raised my voice.