Ups & Downs

Four

A/N Again, if you are not comfortable with the topic of self harm, do not read.

[Lizas POV]
Same flashback
After being out of the hospital, Noah has been my only friend, I still live with my parents but I never come out of my room, Noah says people still talk about me but nothing has changed. The problem is Noah is moving away.. I'll be back to having no friends.
"When do you leave?" I put my phone next to me while its on FaceTime.
"Half an hour.."
"Oh"
"Liza, promise me this. Don't do it again.. please, stay positive a-"
"Noah I know! Im gonna miss you"
"I can call you when I can! Im only going to Spain"
"I know but still.."
"I have to go, my flight is boarding"
"Have a safe flight bro. And thanks" I smile.
"See ya Liza, I'll call you soon"
"Dont have to much fun in Spain!"
"I wont, I wont" he grins.
"Bye" We say in sync and I hang up.
End of flash back
I freeze. I cant let them see me! Im meant to be dead.. I was meant to die four years ago.. WAIT what if they've seen me on Vine and Youtube?! SHIT. I text David.
L: where are you??
D: about 2 mins away. You?
L: meet me at the park instead. I have a problem. Talk to you in a sec.
D: Okay...?

I have to make sure I stay away. I cant believe it.. after four years.. I see them again, the same cruel people who almost made me die..

I turn back the other way and walk to the park, I see David sitting on a bench.
"Hey are you okay?" I sit down.
"No.." I feel my palms become sweaty and I feel nervous.
"Whats up?"
"I don't know how to tell you..."
"Are you okay? Did something happen?"
"Its about my past.." he looks at me confused.
"In High school I was not okay... I was depressed.. I almost killed myself.." I rolled up my sleeves and showed him my scars.
"Why were you unhappy?"
"Because everyone hated me.. I was 'Loser Liza' I had no friends, no one liked me, I was called a bitch, slut, attention whore, loser and a whole lot of other names.." I pause. He says nothing and just sighs.
"Are you okay now?" He breaks the silence, I shake my head.
"The three girls who always bullied me.. I saw them.. memories came back" I look at my feet.
"Im supposed to be dead David" I look up at him and he looks sad.
"Come on" He stands up and he holds out his hand.
"Where are we going?" I say.
"Just come on" I grab his hand and stand up. We walk closer to Starbucks.
"David are you crazy?! Im not going.."
"Just trust me Liza. I know they were the biggest bitches but you have to trust me"
"What are you planning??"
"Just play along" He says and I nod slightly, he holds my hand as we walk in and we sit at a table.. and thats when I see them, Alena , Lia and Sierra..What are we doing David???
"Liza?.." David gets me out of my trance.
"Huh?"
"I asked. What drink do you want?"
"Oh just an Iced Coffee"
"Okay Ill be right back. Ill meet you outside" He hints to the door and I nod. What the fuck is he doing? I walk outside and lean on the wall.
"It cant be.." I hear. I look up and see the same three girls, they haven't changed, Alena still has long curly blond hair and big hoop earrings, Lia still has short black hair and heaps of makeup on and Sierra has light orange hair and a lot of jewellery. I dont respond.
"It is her oh my god" Sierra whispers.
"Liza?" Lia says and I calm myself down.
"Did you miss me?" I say emotionless.
"Aren't you supposed to be dead?" Lia glares.
"Are you still the same loser?" Sierra almost laughs.
"Are you still all bitches? Yes" I roll my eyes.
"So Liza, You still don't have a boyfriend, you still have no life? Wow" Alena says.
"Thats where your all wrong" I hear, David what the fuck??
"Wait.. what?" Alena looks at David.
"Im her boyfriend since the end of high school" David smiles a little and I want to face palm.
"Prove it. Kiss" Lia says and I look at David. He kisses my cheek and I start to become nervous.
"Wow Loser Liza has a boyfriend? AND lives in Los Angles? Ha see you two around" Alena smirks and they all walk off. I look at David and turn to walk away without saying anything.
"Liza wait!" He grabs my hand.
"Im sorry okay? I wanted to help yo-"
"David. Because of those three I almost died! You don't understand" I pull away and walk away, I begin to cry.

He doesn't get it does he? Why would he do that? He just doesn't get it.

[Davids POV]
I really messed up.. its not like I meant anything. Right?

God David your an idiot.

[Lizas POV]
As Im about to reach Gabbies apartment I feel my phone vibrate.
David:
D: Liza I am so sorry. Im so stupid, I didnt think about you for a second.
L: did it mean anything?
D: No.
L: good.
D: I know Im a jerk please forgive me!
L: how can you prove it?
D: Idk. Dinner? Lunch?
L: why dinner?
D: are you really saying no to free food?
L: Fine. Tomorrow night. Ill text you.
D: K. See you then. Byee
L: Byeee
I put my phone back in my pocket and unlock the door. Gabbie wasn't home so I flopped onto my bed, David..

Why cant I stop thinking about him?
[Davids POV]
I walk into my hotel room and sit on the edge of the bed.

Liza Koshy. Why cant I stop thinking about you?

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AN: Chapter 4! Imma start posting sneak peaks on my instagram, @xdavidlizzzax , Enjoy. Thanks for reading!

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