Ups & Downs

Twenty Three| Lost Love

[Liza's POV]
I call back Noah, it felt like forever for him to answer.
"Hello?" He sounds like he's been crying.
"Noah? Are you okay?"
"Liza?! You're alive?"
"Yeah.. But you knew the whole time didn't you?" There was a long pause.
"Yes" He whispers.
"How did you know?"
"Jack.." He says hesitantly. "And.." he adds.
"And what?"
"Gabbie asked me too.."
"What..?"
"Look Liza I really got to go..Im back in Spain, Im not safe..I'll call you later"
"Noah wa-" the phone call ends. Gabbie asked Noah? How did she know him? My thoughts are interrupted by a knock on the door.
I open the door to see Scott and Kristen standing there. "Hey?" I say and let them in.
"Liza.." Kristen says.
"Is everything okay?"
"It's about David, he started yelling at Scott and he broke down.. he left the apartment crying" Kristen says. "I think I know where he is but..." I pause.
"But what?" Scott looks at Kristen. "Why? What did he say to you?"
"He said that he couldn't stand to loose you again and he just needed to get away.."

"But he never lost me?"

"Can you take me to Hollywood Boulevard?" Kristen and Scott nod, I get into the back seat as it starts to rain lightly. Why? Is my only thought, l feel my phone vibrate. Its a youtube notification from David?

'Where have I been?' I click on the video, I feel my anxiety start to build. It feels like forever for the video to load.

"So..Hey I guess. Where have I been, you may ask? Well where have Liza and I been? It hasn't been great. Liza and I took a break. I lost her, I lost the person I love again. Why? Because I didn't want to face the bigger problem.. of jealousy, hate and love. Love. what I lost because I didn't want to loose it in a harder way. So Liza if you see this video, Im sorry..for everything...SO where have I been, I-I decided to take a break off youtube.."

I feel my whole body freeze, one of the worst things that could happen is breaking up..over the internet. I feel myself build up with anger, confusion, sadness, loss and pain. "Liza?" I hear, Kristen stops the car. "Actually..Take me to Davids apartment" Kristen nods and she gives me a weird look.

"You okay? What happened?"
"Watch Davids recent video" I get out the car as soon as it stops and I slam the door behind me. I find Davids apartment with tears in my eyes. I knock on the door hard but there was no answer.
"David" I keep banging on the door.
"Liza?" I hear from behind, a voice that I needed to hear, a voice that causes pain.
"Why? Why over the internet?" I say without turning around.
"Im sorry.."
"Sorry? How are you sorry? Sorry that it hurts?"
"Can I please explain?"
"Why? I don't want to hear the story, you're like everyone else in my life"
"Everyone else in your life? How?"
"Because, no one is ever sorry" I turn to him and shake my head.
"Liza please just listen t-" he says as he grabs my wrist.
"Fine" I sigh and he lets go.
"Even though we aren't together anymore can we please still fake it for the Vlogs?" I don't react, Im speechless.. he wants to fake it for the Vlogs?
"What?" I ask in disbelief.
"Can we still be together, but for the Vlogs?"
"No David.. that's all you want though isn't it?" He nods his head slightly.
"Wow the internet really does change people" I say holding back tears. I walk away, that's all I can do. Walk away, walk away from a person who I trusted and loved. But now that love is lost. Yeah, lost love.
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A/N; Woot Woot another trashy chapter!
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