Ups & Downs

Fourteen

[Lizas POV]
Gone. Like I should have been four years ago.
I cant  go on like this... I should have died.. I should have never let Noah save me, everyone would be better without me, right?
"Liza?" Kristen knocks.
"Yeah?"
"Zane texted me. Do you want to come to a party tonight?"
"Who's going?"
"I don't know.." I open my door.
"I'll come" I say faintly.
"I'll help you choose something" She smiles and walks into my room.
"Here try this" she hands me a white lace dress and black heels. I change in the bathroom and fix my hair, I walk out and see Kristen smile.
"How's this?"
"Liza you look amazing!" I smile slightly.
"What about my wris -" she cuts me off.
"Make up?" I nod and walk into my room, I do my makeup and cover my wrists with concealer and bracelets. I put on a necklace and two rings, I check my phone and its 6:49pm. Kristen walks out in a black crop top, denim jacket, jeans and black boots.
"Scott are you ready?" She calls out. He walks out and we leave.

As we're driving Scott turns up the radio as Car Radio by Twenty One Pilots starts playing. Kristen and Scott sing along while I stare out the window as the sun sets.

We pull up at Zanes house and as soon as Zane opens the door I can smell alcohol. I put on a fake smile as I say hi, Scott and Kristen go to the kitchen and I sit on the couch.
"Liza?" I look up and see Zane.
"Oh hey" I smile lightly.
"Are you okay?" He sat next to me.
"Im fine. Why do you ask?"
"Lately you've been pretty quiet"
"Ive just been....dealing with stuff"
"You want a drink?" I shake my head.
"Is..David going to be here?" I ask.
"Um..yes" I nod and tell him Im going to look for Kristen, I go outside and sit on the wooden steps. I zone out as I stare at the view of Los Angles.
"Liza?" I feel a tap on my shoulder and I come out of my thoughts, I turn around and see David standing there.
"Hey" he says and sits next to me.
"Can we please talk?" He looks like he hasn't slept.
"We talked David" I don't look at him.
"Liza I know your not okay. We need to talk"
"About what?"
"You"
"Why me? Im fine"
"Your not. I know your not Liza.."
"Took you ages to figure that one out" I say sarcastically.
"Liza just please listen to me?" I nod.
"I miss you okay? Not only as my girlfriend but as my best friend too.."
"I do too David but.."
"But what?"
"I-I can't deal with anything right now"
"Let me help y-"
"David I don't want your help. I don't want anyones help"
"Liza you need help! You're not okay! Y-"
"You don't think I know that?! Im better off just disappearing" I get up and go back into the house. I make my way to the front door and I walk back to Kristens apartment crying.

[David's POV]
After Liza went back into the house I felt bad. Why doesn't she want help? I caused her pain..

I follow her back to Kristens apartment, she was crying and she was whispering something to herself. I felt so helpless, I caused most of her pain. I shouldn't have made her do parts for my vlog I messed up and I reget it so much.. why? Because I miss her happiness. She walked up to her apartment door and started to open it.
"Liza!" I call out before she walked in.
"David? What are you doing?"
"Making sure you're okay" She looks at her feet. I walk up to her and hug her, she cried more and hugged me back.
"David?" She looks up at me.
"Yeah?"
"Can we go to Houston? I need to see my parents" I nod and I walk in with her. While she was in the bathroom I found her razors and put them in my pocket, she got dressed and I hugged her and said goodbye. I walked back to Zanes house and drove home.
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[Liza's POV]
I wake up and look at myself in the bathroom mirror, my eyes are red and I have dark circles under my eyes. I change into a hoodie and leggings, I put on my converse shoes and tie up my hair into a messy bun. I do my makeup and call my parents.
"Hello?"
"Hey Dad"
"Liza? Why haven't you called?"
"Ive been busy"
"Why are you calling now? Do you need money? A house? a c-"
"No Dad. Im visiting with a friend"
"Okay when?"
"This weekend?"
"Sure. Oh and don't worry I already dealt with your apartment"
"Thanks"
"See you soon" before I could say anything he hangs up.
"Bye" I sigh and put my phone in my pocket. I walk into the kitchen, Im still not eating. I hear a knock at the door, open the door and see David standing there.
"Hey"
"Hey. Do you want to go out for breakfast?"
"Im fine.. Ive already eaten" I smile slightly.
"Okay.. when do you want to go to Houston?"
"This weekend?" He nods.
"I'll see you later?" He asks.
"Yeah" I say awkwardly and he says goodbye. I shut the door and sit on the couch.
[David's POV]
I could tell that Liza wasn't eating. She looked thinner than usual, I said goodbye to her and went back to my apartment.
"Hey Alex" I sigh.
"Hey. Can I ask you something?" I nod.
"What would you say if... I asked Liza out?"
"Your joking?"
"Really?"
"She isn't okay at the moment.." I say pissed.
"So when she is okay can I?"
"No" I grab my phone and open the front door. 
"Why?"
"Because. I still love her" I slam the door and text Zane and Heath. 
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