Diary Of A Nonbinary

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So I decided not to join the GSA after all...

Like I want to kind of, but at the same time I don't want to meet new people. I know that they would all probably be awesome, but I'm a complete introvert. I prefer to stick with the friends I have now and not meet new people. If new people talk to me I'm like okay I'll talk to you and we might even become friends, but I will avoid meeting new people if at all possible.

Now don't get the wrong idea, I love talking to people on the internet, it's just whenever someone tries to start talking to me in person I will come up with any idea to try to get them to go away.

Is that bad? Is that normal? I have absolutely no idea.
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One of my friends asked today if I talked to my parents about the whole coming out text thing. I still haven't done it even though I came out to them like 4 days ago. I just don't think I can do it. I know they will still love me, but it will kill me if they don't use the right name and pronouns and stuff.
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Omg okay I'm so happy! So when I was little like I guess 5 or 6 (I'm 14 atm) my brother had a Nintendo GameCube. I was in his room 24/7 playing on it and my favorite game was Mario Kart Double Dash.

A few months ago before I turned 14, I kept thinking about how cool it would be to have a GameCube and Mario Kart Double Dash again. So, I asked my mom if she would get me that stuff for my birthday.

Okay so my birthday was July 30th and I'm writing this on September 2nd. Anyways, mom ordered me one and it was supposed to come a few days before my birthday. It never came. So last week, when my mom finally got enough money, she ordered me another one and it came in like 2 days ago.

So at my house we have a game room where we keep a tv and like video game consoles and stuff like that. We were going to hook up my GameCube in the game room, but we have this really stupid tv in there and we couldn't figure it out after like an hour. Since we couldn't hook it up in the game room, we hooked it up in my room.

After what seemed like an eternity, I was going to finally get to play my favorite game from my childhood. BUT WHEN ME AND MY MOM PUT IT IN IT DIDN'T FUCKING WORK. THE DISK WAS TOO SCRATCHED UP. ugh. We literally tried everything to like clean the disk, but it still wouldn't work.

My mom was just as upset as I was, so we decided to go to all the pawn shops in town and look for the stupid game. Literally none of them had it. We got this combo game that has like Pac Man and Galaga on it instead.

You may be wondering why I'm so happy then. Well, when I got home from my friends house today, I told my brother about Mario Kart not working and he asked what me and mom had tried. After I told him, he said "did you try spitting on it?" And well no I didn't cause like I don't see why that would work. But anyways, he takes the disc and hacks up a loogie and spits it on the disc. He covered the disc with it, cleaned it off, and put it in the GameCube. IT ACTUALLY FUCKING WORKED. I was so happy. That is the only time I have ever liked my brother.

But yeah me and my parents have been playing it for hours.
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Anyways, I wanna know how y'all are. So if you want you can leave a comment or private message me telling me how your day was <3

~Kris