Love Me! If That's What You Do.

Suspicion

Cammi's POV

"I'm h-home!" Gavin yelled.

Fuck I have to do something.

"Okay, Ryan I'll be right back." I quickly spoke and before I could turn off my microphone he spoke up.

"Everything okay Cammi?" he asked.

Lie. Lie. Lie.

"Yeah Ray came in so I have to go see what he wants."

Believe it. I hope no one heard Gavin.

"Got it. Tell him I said hey."

I turned off my microphone and put up me "Be right back!" page.

I immediately jumped towards the drunken man who almost walked into the wall. So instead of 'working late' like he said he was, he was out getting dru- is that a hickey on his shoulder?

I walked up to Gavin, him of course telling me how beautiful I am, but I just ignored him. I roughly grab his face and tilt it upward, exposing his neck and collarbone. There I saw the vibrant mark.

Was that from me at some point of the day? I can't tell how fresh it is. I mean, I still have hickeys that appear the same that are from days ago. Now I'm confused. I feel the sudden anger I had earlier subside and I just go with what's going on.

I gave Gavin a quick peck on the lips, since he was still being grabby, leading him to the living room bathroom, and to the shower. I opened the glass door, turned the water on, making sure it wasn't burning or freezing. I helped him with his clothes, him trying at mine, but I pushed him away. I brought him into the shower and closed the door. Maybe the warm water will relax and relieve the alcohol in his system.

Fuck I just realized we were supposed to talk. I'm surprised he didn't say anything about it. Though he does gets sexual when he's drunk.

I decided to text Geoff and ask if we can come in late. When he asked why, I just told him that I had a doctors appointment and Gavin had no ride, and he believed it.

I returned to my computer and then texted Ryan that I was back in business.

"Hey guys I'm back!"

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I did my regular closing and shut everything off. I stretched my back and heard the normal pops and cracks.

By the time the stream was over it was around 11. I was tired and I was hoping that Gavin was too and fell asleep. I hadn't listened out for him after I stuck him into the shower and that was hours ago.

I tiptoe to the bathroom and seen the door had been opened and no one inside but his clothes still on the floor. I walk into the room and picked them up, and a little piece of paper falling to the floor. Bending over and picking it up, I open it to see an address that I don't know. I folded it back up and put it into my own pocket just in case.

I walked out of the bathroom and move towards the ladder and climbed up to see a snoring, half naked Gavin sleeping on his side of the bed plus some of mine. I sighed and changed into pajamas then cleaned off my face.

I get into bed, pushing Gavin over a bit but he ended up just pulling me into his embrace.

I felt uncomfortable. He comes home drunk, visibly turned on, and a mysterious address in his back pocket? I might be reading into this too much but I can't help it. He already has Meg still into him, it's pretty obvious, but now there could possibly be another one? Do I even mention something to him when or even if we talk? This is hurting my head.

I stare at the ceiling, restless. My mind running in tons of directions in such fast speeds.

'He's probably cheating on you because you're getting "too close" with Ryan. Lets face it, neither of them love you or ever will.'

My eye tears up a little bit but I just wipe it away. But what if it's true? Why would Gavin fake a relationship with me? It's not like I have anything worth using me for.

I'm just some girl who plays video games and that's it.

Gavin is famous for his slow mo guys videos and gets his fame from Rooster Teeth. The man has worked on movies for god sakes!

My mind continues to wander as my eyes are wide open. I turned my head and seen how late it was and how long i've been in my head for. It was very late.

I force my eyes to close and try to stop thinking these awful thoughts.

Probably 20 minutes goes by until I finally fall asleep. It feels like an instant when I wake up. No dream, no peacefulness, just darkness until the sunshine hits my face. 

I turn to find my phone on the side table, the time being 6:30. Ugh why not just a little more time to sleep? I sneak out of the bed, put on some slippers, and started moving towards the kitchen. I need some coffee, urgently. 

As it starts to brew, I browse through the fridge to find something to eat. "Fuck" I moaned, looking at an empty fridge. I shuffle back to my coffee machine and pick up the boiling hot cookie monster mug. I walk to my desk and as I sent down my mug, the liquid spilling onto my hand. 

I yelp in pain and drop the mug. The sound of my yell and the crash of glass on the floor echoed through the little apartment. 

'Good going, dumbass.'

I rolled my eyes hearing him. "Shut up! Just... Shut up already." 

"Love?" I hear, snapping me out of my thoughts.  I looked up from the floor and up to a groggy Gavin. "Who were you talking to?" he asked.

I just shook my head and walked over to put my hand under the sink but Gavin had beaten me to it, a towel in his hand. He turned the water on and then set the cold compress onto my throbbing hand.

After, we were both wide awake and sat on the couch. His arms around me, blanket over us, the reason I was restless came into my mind. 

I  drifted out of the grip he had on me and looked at him. Concern in his eyes, he spoke up. "Whats wrong? Is it your hand?"

I shook my head."No it's okay... but I have a serious question." 

He raises an eyebrow and looks at me to continue. 

Now I'm hungry, burned, and about to be confused or upset, but here goes nothing.

"Are you cheating on me?"

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-Amanda