La melancólica muerte de mi alma

Blue lips Blue veins

I walk alone
lost in the crowd
I have fallen apart
again..
I hate this feeling
I hate feelings
I hate not feeling you
by my side

I'm a sick lung
You're a cigarette
dark smoke
frozen air
purple snow
a distant star
a deep puddle
a hurricane
a iridescent soul
a coincidence
a map
a tree
a world
my life

I know
By the way
what am I
supposed to do?

I won't say I need you

I will yell it
to the wind
and you won't hear it
I will write it
on a paper
that you will never see
I will cry it
to the moon
and you will never know

I'm not
human
I can't be
human
Cause a
human
can't contain so much
darkness
sadness
loneliness
and pain
in it's empty eyes

This is the end
my non-real friend
the end
My blood will paint
a beautiful landscape
on the floor
And a repetitive melody
will mark my last moments
Plop-plop-plop

Let me only say
before I leave
that I loved you
Never forget
please

Maud☠