I keep sitting with my thumbs hovering over my phone
And it feels wrong
What I want is to send you a text
Say "Goodnight! I love you"
Like we always did
If we talk again
If you reach out to me
I'm always going to tell you I love you
Because to say otherwise would be a lie
Even if you don't love me
I miss you
And right now it's not really quite as devastating
As it has these past weeks
I just
Feel a sense of emptiness without talking to you
