You're always at the forefront of my mind
I see you there every morning
And every morning I have to remind myself that you decided to leave
And every morning my love for you burns from my heart
Where you left a raw gaping hole
And it scorches my throat and my eyes as I remind myself
That the grief that takes up the room in my stomach
And gets jealous enough of food to make me vomit
Will shrink one day
Or at least that's what everyone is saying, right?
And sometimes I'm okay for a second
Sometimes I forget the love and the grief for a moment
And I see something that you'd find funny
And I go to tell you
And it all comes crashing back
Because for a moment
For a moment
For a moment
You were there again
