LOREEN'S POV (LOREIGN)
Nakita ko si dad nasa basement kami at nakita ko siyang may hawak na baril.
"Daddy?" Tawag ko sakanya, agad siyang lumingon saakin at pinalapit sakanya. Lumapit ako ng naka kunot ang noo ko
"What are you doing dad?" I asked
"Do you want to learn how to use a gun?" I immediately nod he kneeled down and smile at me
"But promise me you won't try this to your mom, me, and your ate or anyone that's not harmful... But!....if you need to use it, use it! If you need to protect your love ones from the enemy don't hesitate to aim the gun and shoot it he's or her's head okay?" Tanong ni dad
"Yes daddy!" Maligaya kong sagot
That was the time I learn to use a gun, and not to use it on your love ones.
Kasalukuyan akong nakain katapat si Shawn, inisip niyo siguro kung anong nangyari kanina?
Well....
"Who thought you to do that?" Tanong niya
"Ah! My dad asked me if I wanted to and I nod so he train me since then and after a year I always been bullied but! I never let them I used to scratch their faces or punched them, so I asked dad if I can learn mix martial arts, he didn't stopped me all he did was bring me to the biggest at the most famous martial arts school, that time I was helpless no one dares to help me I always got punched all over my body but I don't show them that I'm afraid I show them my no fear and no mercy look and and try to be strong but inside I'm weak! I'm afraid, pero nagawa ko parin silang inisin! When I come home I won't tell them if it hurts I will just tell them that I'm fine... Hindi ko dinaing kay dad ang mga sakit na nararamdaman ko, kasi ako yung may gusto nito ako yung gustong mag martial arts" sabay iling ko
"How bout you?" Tanong ko kase naman kanina pa ako kwento ng kwento pero siya amg ikli ng sinasagot niya
"Same as you but my grandpa sent me in a karate school,how about your high school years? Isn't fun?" tignan niyo! Kapag ako sasagot kailangan datalyado! Tapos lagi niyang winawala ang tanong ko
"It's even the worst years of my life!" Sarkastiko kong sabi
"Why?" Tanong niya
"Why?!" Tanong ko ulit. "Because that's the time my life becomes he'll and keeps on getting worst! My first year in high school that's the year when my sister died" agag umigting ang panga niya pero binaliwala ko iyon at nagpatuloy sa pagkwento
"She died because of me.... And my mother sued me because of that... And my trauma about instruments. It's all the same answer, I can't play any instruments because every time that I will try to use one I will just remember that bloody day.... That I saw my sister is full of blood on her body...."bigla nanaman tumulo ang luha ko "naalala ko yun palgi pag nag tetemp akong tumugtog agad akong mag co-collapes, yung sinabi ko sayong nakatapos ako ng isang piece gamit ang piano, yun yung after a year nakahanap ako ng itutugtog at tinugtog ko ito yun lang yung kantang hindi ko nakikita siya na puno ng dugo, pag tinutugtog ko iyon yung mukha niya masaya, masaya siya dahil nagsusufer ako yung kantang iyon ang nagpapasaya sakanya dahil yun yung pinaka masakit na kanta para saakin pero iyong kantang iyon ang nagpapasaya sakanya." Sabay punas ko ng luha ko
So ayun yung nangyari kanina, puro ganon ang ikinuwento ko, buti na nga lang ay hindi ko nasabi sakanya na ako yung kinukwento ko.
Nang natapos kami kumain ay napagisip ako, nagawa niya na pakalimutin ako ng saglit sa mga problema ko, si mom, si ate, at lalong lalo na si Nana, at it snapped out of me kailangan ko nang umuwi sa bahay dahil doon nakalagay ng isang linggo ang kabao ni Nana, sabi ni dad, tinawagan niya rin si Mari sabi sakanya nito at hindi si makakauwi kaagad dahil kakapunta niya doon pero gagawa daw siya ng paraan para makauwi.
