It Was ❛Love❜ All Along • 박찬열#1 ✔

• Special | Jaebum •

A/N,

Hey folks! Talking to you after a long long time! How are you all?

Now, I know you're all very overwhelmed with everything. Specially the fact that uri sweet-heart, Jaebum, turned out to be such a bad boy.

Don't worry, he isn't. He couldn't be. Because he's a precious little baby.

*Woah, totally unintended rhyming there! xD*

So I guess, I cannot do him wrong here. That is why I'm dedicating this Special Chapter to all the Jaebum-biased people or even the fans of Jaebum. Please do not misunderstand his character here, and also do not misunderstand me for making his character a hurtful one. It's a fiction. Come on, guys!

Okay, without much further dramatic ado, let's move onto the Chapter of Revelations and Feels. And I apologize beforehand for the song at the end. That's going to hit your tear-ducts like bullets.

Saranghae everyone! Hwaiting! <3

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Jaebum's POV

There she is, looking for her besties. God, it's so hard to do this when she looks so beautiful. But if I concern myself with that, I guess I'll never able to do this; because she's always so beautiful. God, she's pretty. And she doesn't even know that.

It's stupid of me to keep standing here like a dweeb. I shook my head and started walking towards her. Y/N came to her desk and is probably going to make a call now. She's alone. Now is my chance. Jaebum, be brave.

I tapped her shoulder and she turned around with wide eyes. I guess she expected someone else. Haah, well she'll never admit but I just know it. She started asking me questions that I had no other choice but to lie to. No, Y/N, I'm not fine. Everything's not okay. You're not okay.

She asked me if I have something to tell her. Yes Y/N, there's loads I want to tell you. But you won't ever understand. And I've known you, and I've loved you. So I know what I have to do.

"I love you, Y/N." I said it. I couldn't help myself. I had to say it. If you do what my mind expects you to do, then I'll do right with you, Y/N. But then there's my heart that keeps revolting against reality, trying to somehow make me feel that my mind, my conscious is wrong.

Her face changed colors. Heart expected Rose Red. Mind won with the Pale White.

"Uh, wow, okay..." Say something more Y/N. Anything, please...

Right, I knew you won't say it back. Like most fools in love, my heart gave in to the harshness of reality, and my mind took my reigns now. I have to tell her the things. Both true, and false. Or she'll never accept what she really truly wants.