Excerpts Of Stories I Could Never Write

Someday

I know we can't be together.
But listen.
I'd choose you. 
In any life time. In any world. In any reality.
I'd always choose you. No matter how I could have you, or in what way you're in my life.
I guess this time.. I'm only meant to be your best friend. 
But maybe, maybe in another world.. another time.. I could be with you then.
Because I'd always find you, and choose you. 

I think a part of me will always be waiting for you.

So, its not gonna be easy. 
It's gonna be really hard.
I'm gonna have to work really hard every day. Every time I see you, every time I hug you or talk to you. But I'm willing to do that. 
Because I want you. In whatever way I can have you.
I want you, forever.
I want you with me, together, you and me. Always.
Because I love you.

So I'm willing to wait. I'm willing to wait a hundred years. A thousand years. I'm willing to wait for another world.
Because you're the best thing that I've ever waited for. 
So I can wait some more if that's what it takes.
I'll wait for someday.

I only wish that there was something I could say to you that would change your mind about your feelings towards me and towards the risk we'd be taking. 
Because someday, is a really long time away. It might not even be in this lifetime. I don't even know if you believe in that kind of stuff, but I do.
We both believe everything happens for a reason, and I believe meeting you was fate.
And from our friendship, from our connection, I believe that we could have even known eachother before. 
Because I believe in that stuff.
I also believe that me liking you, happened for a reason beyond my control. And I believe that this could be amazing.
But I know you don't feel that way. So i have to respect that. 
And wait.
Because it's like you said. Kissing me would be like kissing your sister.
So you got what you wanted. You got to be my first love.
I just wish that you could be a lot more than that. I wish you were my last.
But I guess.. that is just reserved for someday.

- Excerpts From Stories I Could Never Write #5 (via Tiffanie)