Be Fiona:
I am Fiona English. Wife of Liam English. I have been married two years now.
We live in my home land of England. We had met online, him living in Australia.
We wish to have children. But something is wrong with my body. We've tried 4 times over the past year, all fails within two weeks of pregnancy, except for one. That one had lasted 3 months. That was our latest attempt.
Each time of miscarriage, I had cried myself to sleep. Sitting on the bathroom floor, staring at the blood in the toilet.
Yeserday was the start of our 5th try. I hope this baby makes it, I don't want the heartache.
*time skip*
Today, I give forced birth to my baby boy. He is so small, only 4 pounds. He will be one month early. He can't breathe inside me anymore. I hope we survive this day together. I hope for once, that I can have my baby that I've been waiting for all of my life.
I hold my baby in my arms, for mere seconds before the doctors take him from me. They place him back inside his box of breathing solitude. Then proceed to drag me out of the room. I want my baby...
My husband is ashamed of me, that I had snuck out while he'd slept. I need to hold my child, know he was okay. Something inside me is saying that something is wrong with him. My baby of only one day and 4 pounds. He isn't growing, he isn't breathing correctly. Something is wrong. I want to hold my baby...
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