I thought back to when Julia said I could tell her anything. And I told her I had something on my mind, but wasn't ready. I need to tell her.
Me: hey girl I have a big problem
Julia: ok.. is everything
alright?
Me: no, not at all.
Julia: what's going on
Are you okay??
Emma answer
I didn't know what to do. I have no clue how to approach this. I just have to come right off and say it.
Me: you won't be happy with me. You may never forgive me. So I want to say I'm sorry in advance, and I don't want to lose you as a friend, but it might happen..
Julia: omg Emma, what's happening?!?!
Me: okay here's the thing
Julia: waitingggg
Me: I've fallen for him.
Julia: Emma no
Me: I know it's terrible and I have no clue how to deal with it. But I look at him and just fall into that little whole and can't get myself to go out.
Julia: you can't do that Emma he's so dangerous
Me: I know, I know.
And I'm sorry
Do you hate me
Julia: I'd never hate you
I'm just.. idk
Me: I get it. I know he'll hurt me. But what if... what if he doesn't
Julia: well what are you going to do
Me: idk.. should we tell grayson?
Julia: I think we should keep this one between us..
Me: yeah ok that would be best
Julia: well.. go get 'em;)
Me: you have no idea how relieved that made me feel. Bye J, love you
Julia: love ya girlie
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Impossible | E.D
FanfictionI promised myself it was impossible to fall for him. The only thing that was impossible was keeping myself from doing so.
